to
know each other without the contempt and ills that, the threesome carried, but
my mom wanted nothing to do with her or her children. I stumbled on the letter
Cora wrote to my mom after our dad died.” He shook his head. “It was balled up
and tossed in the trash like it meant nothing. She’d poured her heart and soul
into it and all my mom was fixated on was how I was screwed out of an
inheritance.”
“Then you planned to take it away from Reno.”
He stared into her eyes in earnest. “You need to understand…I
grew up angry. I was nothing but a nuisance to my mother’s boyfriends and
husbands’ who wanted a trophy wife who was once Argentina’s revered model. And
I was my mother’s burden, a hitch in her otherwise perfect life and it was all
my father’s fault. A man I never knew nor met because he didn’t want me. That
hurt only grew when I found out he didn’t want me because he had another
family, another wife he loved more, and another son he wanted more. I just
fitted well in his plans that one time then I was no longer useful to him.”
She placed her hand over his tattoo of a skull with a sword
through it and a snake wrapped around the hilt, on his shoulder. Once, she’d
asked him what it meant and with an embarrassed smile, he told her it was a
gang tattoo. ‘One day, I’ll tell you all about it’ he’d said before quickly
changing the topic. She thought he was joking and was going to press the issue
but something in his eyes, in his rigid frame dissuaded her.
“And the gang?”
“They wanted me. My whole teen life I spent it being some
strangers nightmare, but some time in juvenile detention straightened my ass
out. I decided I liked living more than being wanted by someone.”
Melody hugged him, wishing she could somehow take his hurt
away. No child should grow up like that. And if she didn’t find a solution
soon, Esme would be just like her father.
She felt his breath at her neck as he exhaled. “She keeps
calling, pressuring me to get the resort back even after it’s been swallowed up
by Red Roses. I’ve already paid her back, with interest but all she wants is to
hurt Cora even in her grave.”
“Because she was the one he picked.”
“Because he wanted Cora’s children more than he did hers.” He
shook his head. “What hurt her most was that they were never truly married.”
Melody stiffened. “What?”
“He was legally married to Cora. My mom’s marriage was
nothing but a sham, a practical joke. He hired actors to officiate over it and
the license, something he printed off the internet.”
A tremble shook her. Married
to two women, god, all this is too close to home.
“He hurt them both terribly. And us the kids who had to grow
up watching, me listening to the hatred…he had no idea the damage he caused.”
Hiding her own pain, Melody sat back, taking his face in her
hands she said, “Well, we already agreed the man was an idiot and a rotten
bastard. The only good thing he ever did was have three awesome kids.”
He smiled faintly at her. “I just wish my mom had let me get
to know them. Growing up with Reno would have kept me on the straight and
narrow. I wouldn’t have this gang stamp on my shoulder…but it’s a good reminder
of the person I don’t want to be anymore, of a life I never want to go back
to.”
“He really was an idiot, but you’re lucky. You have Reno,
Riana their beautiful babies and spouses and Matthew and his family by
extension. See? You got lucky! Not everyone makes good with ill intentions.
God, I can’t believe Loraine is pregnant—”
“And you,” he said softly cutting her off.
“What?”
“You, I have you. Or don’t I?”
Melody was locked in place by his searching eyes. Everything
inside her wanted to scream yes, but god she couldn’t do that! She wanted to
tell him he had his own family, his own daughter who kept her heart beating
even when she wished it didn’t, but