to go on the boat,â said Howard. âIt will make me sad to leave Lauraâs lessons.â
Old Cyrus shook his head. âItâs no matter,â he said. âA girl ainât in need of book learning.â
âShe wants to learn,â said Howard. âI know how she feels. Iâd like more schooling myself.â He put out his hand to touch the manâs arm. âIs there any chance you might send Laura to school?â
âNo,â said Cyrus, and he shook off Howardâs hand.âDonât bring it up again. I wonât have you stirring the girl up with such nonsense.â
âI wonât say anything,â said Howard. He looked down at the ground.
When breakfast was over, Laura helped her mother and Gracie clear the table. Sarah disappeared as soon as the meal was finished. Howard spread the reader open and took out paper and pencil. They went over the word list from the day before, and he wrote sentences using some of the words for Laura to read. As they worked, he glanced often at the bedroom door. What, he wondered, did Sarah do in her spare time? When she was not working with her mother, what occupied her mind and her hands?
The lesson was almost over when he looked up to see Sarah. She stood in the bedroom doorway, just as she had during other lessons. Howard took up the pencil and wrote a sentence for Laura. âShe is sad,â he wrote.
7
JACK WINS, ALWAYS
He carved the words in the moonlight. It was not a new idea. Howard had been aware of Jackâs winning as long as he could remember. Still, the words stung as he carved them, stung with a new sharpness. This contest had mattered so much more than the others.
For a few days Howard and Jack had waited. Other boys also returned, ready to go back to work as hoggees. When Howard was not at Cyrusâs house eating or teaching Laura, he was practicing with the sling. âYouâre getting good,â Jack would say. And he was improving.
Howard lowered the sling he had started to twirl. âWell, then,â he said, âwe may as well have the competition and get it over with.â
Jack shook his head. âNo, I want you to have a real chance of winning.â
Howard threw up the sling again. It was always that way. Jack took no pleasure in beating him easily. Occasionally, Jack would even let Howard win, but Howard was not fooled. He knew that Jack feared he would get discouraged with no victories at all. Jack need not have worried. Howard could no more walk away from Jackâscompetitions than he could turn his back on water to drink.
Once, last summer, Howard had actually won a race, and he knew from the look on Jackâs face that Jack had not given the success to him. For a few minutes Howard had been exhilarated, but the thrill did not last long. Jack insisted they race again immediately. Howard bent his legs in the starting position. You beat him once, he told himself over and over, but he knew he could never do it again. Jack, newly determined, reached the finish line well ahead.
âWeâll have to have the slingshot competition tomorrow,â Jack said one evening when Howard came back to the barn after his lesson with Laura. âWeâre going to work tomorrow. Captain Travis was here while you were gone.â
Howard stopped in the barn doorway. âIt doesnât seem warm enough. Weâre going day after tomorrow?â
âYes.â Jack sat up from his straw bed. âYou and Bert Briscoe are hoggees on
The Blue Bird.â
âWeâre on different boats!â Howard walked over and dropped down beside Jack.â Whyâd he put us on different boats? He knows weâre brothers.â
Jack held out his hand in a stop motion. âWhoa! I never said weâre on different boats. I said you and Bert are the hoggees on
The Blue Bird.â
He stopped and smiled big before going on. âIâm to be a bowman this year.â Jack punched