she wanted to say it, she found it hard. Sheâd never seen Todd so stirred up about anything related to job or ministry. What if he was right? What if this was God?
Or maybe it was some sort of test, God wanting to see if she was willing. But in the end the whole thing would fall through.
She turned back around. âHow soon would we have to leave?â
âNo telling how long it would take to sell the house in this economy,â he said. âCould be six months or more.â
A ray of hope poked its nose through. She didnât mind the âwhenâ stretching into the future. More time meant more opportunities to change their minds. But admittedly, the housing issue was one benefitâtheyâd no longer have a mortgage if they moved into Toddâs childhood home. âWhat would Calvary do without a pastor meanwhile?â she said.
âThey were already figuring on an interim preacher while they did a search, so that wouldnât be a problem.â He paced a little. âBut this isnât a done deal. The elders have to vote, then they recommend me to the congregation for a vote.â
Becca gave him a look. âItâs a done deal.â She swallowed, encouraging herself. Voicing support only means youâre willing. Anything can happen between now and when the house finally sells . âIf youâre fully convinced this is God and thus worth the drastic reduction in income and a drastic move to Hope Springs, then I guess . . . fine.â
Todd wrapped his arms around her. âI promise you Iâll keep praying, and if I get the slightest inkling weâre on the wrong track, I have no problem calling it off. And Iâm not giving notice at work or church until we see movement with the house.â He looked her in the eye. âAll the pieces have to fall into place.â
Becca nodded and sent up a silent prayer.
Lord, if thereâs any way we can stay, please . . . close this door .
CHAPTER TEN
Thursday, December 31
J anelle pulled up to her grandmotherâs house just shy of eleven in the evening on New Yearâs Eve, car loaded with clothes, books, toys, and everything else she and the kids deemed necessary for a few monthsâ stay. Sheâd given them a lot of leeway, especially when it grew apparent that they werenât excited about the move. Actually, theyâd staged a last-minute revolt. And sheâd felt bad that she hadnât truly consulted them. Not that it wouldâve changed her mind necessarily, but sheâd learned that when she heard them out up front, the decision, whatever it was, tended to go down better.
Instead, after sheâd packed up the car, the kids surprised her with a joint statementâread by Daniel and written in crayonâthat they werenât going. Any other time she mightâve been amused. But they were already running late, and her own emotions about the move were running on high. Thankfully, sheâd been able to smooth things over relatively quickly by focusing on how happy they would make Grandma Geri and by allowing them to tote even more stuff to create the feeling of home away from home.
Daniel had run back for his Xbox and PlayStation 3, and every corresponding game. Tiffany had carted a huge plastic container with every crayon, marker, and coloring book, and her entire collection of Groovy Girl dollsâwhich brought tears the first few minutes of the trip. âI wonât have anyone to play dolls with,â she said. Then, clutching one of them, âThese are the only friends Iâll have.â
Janelle pondered the temporary move all the way to Hope Springs. Wasnât easy for her either. For more than two years sheâd lived with tangible reminders of Davidâphotos around the house, his books and favorite magazines in the office and family room, jackets and baseball caps in the coat closet, and clothes she hadnât yet brought herself to remove from