no longer her luxury. Not when Christopher stood there, water flowing, steam curling around them, misting the glass, softening the edges of the world with the incredible chemistry they created togetherâ¦.
For one rebellious moment, Ellen felt that same needy sense of hope she had felt last night, a soul-deep longing that urged her to toss aside reason for emotion, to follow her heart no matter where it may lead.
She squelched the feeling brutally. She recalled having felt this way before, and every time she threw caution to the wind, she wound up disappointing everyone.
âWhy did you cut your hair?â he asked.
Because it seemed symbolic of ending our relationship. âI was in the mood for a change.â
âI like it.â
âIâm glad you approve.â
He ignored her sarcasm. âOh, I do.â His face lowered and his mouth brushed her skin, that oh-so-sensitive juncture where her pulse rushed like wildfire through her veins. âI donât think I ever fully appreciated what a lovely neck you have.â
Every inch of her grew heated by his big body and the spray sealing their skin together in a silky haze. All those places still achy from his lovemaking began to burn.
Ellen should push him away. Rule number one of survival was to be smart, which translated into knowing when she was in over her head. She was definitely in over her head with Christopher.
âWhat are you doing?â she demanded. âWhat are we doing?â She wouldnât give him the satisfaction of knowing how much he affected her.
âWeâre enjoying ourselves.â He nibbled her neck, his wet hair tickling her nose, filling her senses with his freshly scrubbed scent.
She splayed her hands on the tile, refused to give in to the urge to touch him. âItâs not that simple.â
âWhy?â
âI wonât be your challenge du jour. â
He nipped the base of her throat. She shivered in reply, couldnât help herself.
âYouâre wrong about me,â he said.
âDid Miss Q trick you into coming here?â
âNo.â
âNo?â
Lifting his gaze, he peered at her with eyes that let her see into his soul. âMy feelings for you havenât changed.â
Then, why hadnât he been willing to compromise? Why had he just let her go?
Asking those questions meant letting him see into her soul.
He went to work on her mouth this time, his lips tracing hers with soft half kisses that made her want to sigh. âThere are no hard and fast rules in love,â he whispered. âLet it be simple, let us be simple. Weâre right together.â
âYou canât know that.â
Another brush of his lips, light, sweet. âBut I do. Last night only proved it.â
âProved what?â She tilted her face upward to avoid his lips, hated that she sounded slightly hysterical. âThat we can make total asses of ourselves.â
That got his attention. He straightened, arching a dark brow as he stared down at her. Sheâd always equated thiswry look with sardonic romance heroes who pursued their heroines with possessive charm and demanding seduction.
âWhat are you talking about? Youâve lost me.â
She couldnât possibly be talking about him. Looking like an ass clearly wasnât part of his daily routine. Inhaling deeply, she took advantage of the distance to clear her thoughts. âWe were due in the gallery at seven and didnât show up.â The thought made her wince. âEveryoneâs going to know what we were doing.â
Christopher grinned. âSo what?â
âMy authors will talk, which will start rumors among perfect strangers. Iâm Miss Qâs guestâ¦â Although sheâs on my list of people to confront about this not-so-little shenanigan.
ââ¦and Iâm playing a sleuth in this mystery. You, too, I assume. I hope we havenât ruined anything
Sex Retreat [Cowboy Sex 6]
Jarrett Hallcox, Amy Welch