Ironsides. Rosieâs a morning person and usually canât last past ten, but sometimes she has insomnia. Sometimes Joe will come home at midnight to find her ironing. Rosie irons everythingâÂclothes, underwear, sheets, towels, doilies, and every so often the lace curtains. The ironing board is a permanent fixture in the living room, as much a part of the decor as Joeâs chair and Yazâs dog bed. If sheâs not ironing, sheâs lying on the couch, snuggled under a blanket, watching QVC or Oprah. Rosie has at least ten years of The Oprah Winfrey Show recorded on VHS tapes. Sometimes sheâs asleep in that same scenario, the TV light flickering on her angelic face. But the light in the living room windows isnât flickering. The overhead light is on.
Joe turns the cold brass knob of the front door and pushes it open. The foyer light illuminates the bottom steps of the stairwell leading to the second- and third-floor units, but aside from that, the front of the house is dark and quiet. Joe closes the door, turns the deadbolt, and tosses his keys onto the small wooden table to the left of the door. They land at the feet of the Virgin Mary.
Above Mary, a white marble font is fixed to the wall, filled with holy water. Rosie blesses herself and anyone in armâs length every time she leaves or enters the house. She refreshes the water every Sunday. Joe berates himself for forgetting to anoint his Pedroia shirt this morning before he left for roll call. Maybe thatâs why the Sox lost. Heâll be sure to bless his Ortiz shirt for Game 3.
He steps onto the threshold of the living room and thenstops in his tracks. Rosie is up, but sheâs not ironing or lying down on the couch, watching QVC or Oprah. The TV is off. Sheâs sitting cross-legged, like a small child, her knitted ivory afghan draped over her shoulders and around her lap, holding an empty wineglass with both hands. An empty bottle of Chardonnay sits on the coffee table next to a full bottle of tomato-red nail polish. He notices her shiny red toenails peeking out from under the afghan.
Sheâs still wearing eye makeup and her gold cross necklace. Sheâs not in pajamas. She smiles when she sees him, but he can tell itâs a lie, and the heavy expression in her eyes turns the bones in Joeâs legs to Jell-O.
âWho?â he asks.
Rosie takes a deep breath.
âAmy called.â
âWhere are the kids?â
âThe kids are fine.â
The kids are fine. Rosieâs face is still unfamiliar, wrong. Amy called. Tommyâs wife.
Oh God.
âWhat is it? Whereâs Tommy?â
âTommyâs home. Nothing happened to Tommy. She called about you.â
âWhat about me?â
Joeâs heart is racing but it doesnât know where to, as if heâs searching the rooms of a house heâs never been in, frantic, not knowing what heâs looking for.
âShe said Tommyâs worried about you. Heâs worried somethingâs wrong.â
âWith me? Whatâs he worried about?â
Rosie pauses and lifts her empty wineglass. She stops before it reaches her lips, realizing she already drained it, and lowers it back to her lap.
âHeâs worried you might have a drinking problem.â
âThatâs crazy.â
She stares at him.
âJesus, Rosie, I donât. You know I donât. Iâm not a drinker. Iâm not my mother.â
He canât help but see the irony in the empty bottle of wine in front of her, but he resists the urge to make a crack, to deflect this unjust accusation by attacking her. Meanwhile, heâs dying for that Corona.
âThen is it drugs?â she asks.
âWhat?â he asks, his voice too high and too loud, making him sound guilty when what he really feels is outrage. âWhat would make him even think such a ridiculous thing?â
He waits. Whatever it is, sheâs thinking it, too. What the fuck