Beyazit, preoccupied. It’s something to think about. Shooting at Jianu, shooting at him. How long had Tommy been someone else? But how do you prove it? Make one thing lead to another, like the stations on the map over the door. Next to him two women in robes and headscarves were talking to each other, as cut off from the rest of the car as if they were still in the harem, the men barely noticing, staring out the windows, stubble and bushy moustaches. Not Europe. Outside, the old city jerked past. The Blue Mosque. The Hippodrome. Chariot races a thousand years ago. Old enough to have seen everything, Alexei’s Iron Guard a modern version of an old story, infants impaled, blood smeared over doorways,bodies flung into the Golden Horn, staining the water. Everything. Not what Anna had seen, clutching her guidebook. The Iznik tiles. The delicate carvings on the minbar . A city of wonders to her, not the other one, no longer surprised by anything.
At Topkapi, a group of sailors fresh off the seraglio tour crowded into the car, and Leon had to turn, facing the back. At first there were just the same anonymous faces, then he felt a prickling on his skin. Someone he knew. Head down, reading a Turkish newspaper, the same man who’d come out of Marina’s building. A coincidence? When had he got on—before Leon? with Leon? So good Leon hadn’t noticed. Still not looking up from his paper.
Leon turned back. Or was it just his imagination, jumpy about everything now. A public tram, a man Marina said she didn’t know. Don’t turn to look again. The car was heading down the hill into the swirl of Sirkeci. He had begun to sweat.
When the doors opened, the crowd pushed in. For a second he felt out of breath, as if they had taken all the air out of the car. The buzzer rang. He held back, waiting, then plunged through the door just as it was closing. Don’t look back. A face at the window. Or maybe not. Something he’d never know. Keep moving. He took a gulp of air, heavy with diesel fumes and charcoal smoke, and headed over to the Eminönü piers. Out on the water you could think. Follow the logic, one thing leading to another. Tommy had used someone outside.
He took the ferry to Üsküdar, sitting in the open back of the boat with a glass of tea, something warm, his coat pulled tight. He went over it all again, each move like a step into open space with nothing to break the fall. He glanced over at the birds, circling, and tried to fix on landmarks, Galata Tower, the shipping offices in Karaköy, but they seemed insubstantial too, just something to graze with your fingers as you fell past. In over your head, a phrase he could actually picture now. Where Tommy had wanted him to be. Grab onto that, follow it.
Someone must still be expecting Alexei. There had been peoplein Bucharest, the fishing boat. Only Tommy’s link had broken. And now they’d come looking. But not for Leon, not yet. It was the trap that folded in on itself: the minute he went to someone about Alexei he was putting himself on the pier. And Mihai. He watched the boat crunch against the rubber tire buffers on the dock, the gangplanks being slid into place. Everybody in one another’s hands.
He changed boats for Beşiktaş, looking at people, half expecting to see the man from the train. Two places, a coincidence? But there were only clumps of men in woolen peacoats, smoking, indifferent. Didn’t anything show in his face? A man dead. When they landed, he stood on the pier for a minute, at a loss. Commuters brushed past him as if he weren’t there, like the police at the consulate. Nobody knew. Go back to the office. Everything normal. But nothing was normal.
Anna was sitting in a chair, and she lifted her head when he came in. She was aware of physical activity, knew when she was being dressed, helped into clothes, even though her face showed no expression. When he leaned down to kiss her forehead she didn’t flinch, simply accepted it.
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