Just A Bit Of Trust (Constel·lación #1) by Noma-Tee Thompson

tried to resist the pervasion.
    “Don’t fight it.” Didac thrusts intensified in speed and deepness willing her to let him in.  ”Please just let me in. “He pleaded with her., His mind touching hers.
    “What are you doing to me?” Vivian barely audible voice penetrated his certifiable mind.
    Didac bent over and infused their lips together, defusing any perturbation or doubt materializing in her mind. The demand to complete the mating dazzling him, causing him to be selfish, camouflaging the knowledge of the involvement of what it might mean to both of them.
    ”What you do to me.” His whisper felt loud in the room as he brushed her hair away from her face.
    ” Please let me in.” He pleaded with her again.
    Vivian didn’t know why, but she trusted him not to hurt her. She let go of everything and wrapped her legs around his waist as he assaulted her to reach his climax. Everything he had ever felt, experienced and seen smashed into her vulnerable mind. Happiness, fear, hopelessness. Pain. Didac’s memories of his parents, as a child, playing with his brother, running in the mountains.
    The sensations felt as if they were her own. So intense. Too hard and too real. A tear dribbled out and slid down to her cheek.
    Didac heart swelled with love at the ferocity of her aura. Her small child like a face with an uncontained smile flashed in her memories. The expression of horror that followed made Didac want to hold her tighter and show her what it meant to be safe protected and loved.
    Vivian’s eyes filled with tears as warm feelings coupled with her arousal from the turmoil she was feeling. A scent of pure bliss and warmth engulfed them as they exploded together their minds and souls merging into an unfathomable peace.  They clung and ran their hands on each other, Didac raining kisses all over her face and mouth. Words didn’t seem necessary.
    Vivian did not want to question what she had just experienced. It felt so good. When their minds and souls had blended, everything about mating materialized in her mind.
    The flow of the moisture slipping between her thighs brought her back to reality. This was wrong on so many levels. She barely knew him less than a few hours, and here she was having unprotected sex with him.
    “My kind does not contract any diseases,” Didac answered her thoughts.
    Vivian lost her nerve. Doubt surfaced in her mind. Did she think that out loud?
    “No, you didn’t. We are mated now, I can feel what you feel and can hear your thoughts. You have to block me out, or I have to stop reading you.”
    What was this shit? She didn’t like this one bit. ”What the fuck? I do not want anybody in my head. Just stop ok.”
    Didac felt her feelings bouncing all over the place. “It’s hard right now, with your feeling so potent and mine too. It will happen every time we have sex.”
    The love-making had left him shaken to the core, but he wasn’t going to allow her to withdraw into herself. Whatever the feelings, they were going to work it out together. He covered her small hands with his.
    “I need to use the bathroom,” Vivian said with a calmness she didn’t feel. God, who wanted their thoughts and feelings exhibited like this. Privacy was precious to her.
    “I know this feels weird right now, but you will get used to it and with time and practice you will be able to hear my thoughts and feel what I feel.”
    He stood up with her in his arms. Her body slid along his to the floor and once he was satisfied she was steady. He let her go and pointed to the door on his left. Didac was staggered by Vivian’s memories and experiences. Bradford deserved to die for treating his family with a callousness that he would never even bestow on an outsider.
    Once in the bathroom, she sat on the toilet seat waiting for her thudding heart to slow. She was surprised her wobbly feet had cooperated with her. With her composure back, she looked herself in the mirror. Her mascara was smudged; her lips were