Chapter 10
Biff went
to another meeting
the next day.
And the next.
And the next.
In a week
he got his 7-days chip.
“But it’s so hard,”
he told the group.
“I’m out of a job.
I’m afraid
that alcohol
will get me
before I can get
a new job.”
An older man
handed Biff
a little card.
It was the same
as the big sign
on the wall.
“Read this,”
said the man.
“Remember these lines
when you feel down.”
Biff read the card.
He burned every word
into his mind.
Just for today:
I will live
through this day only.
I will not tackle
all my problems at once.
Just for today:
I will be happy.
Just for today:
I will fit myself
to what is,
not to my own wishes.
I will take my luck
as it comes,
and fit myself to it.
Just for today:
I will make
my mind stronger.
I will study.
I will learn something useful.
Just for today:
I will make
my soul better.
I will do somebody
a good turn
and not get found out.
I will do
at least two things
I don’t want to do.
Just for today:
I will be and look
as well as I can.
I will not try
to work on
anybody but myself.
Just for today:
I will have a plan.
I may not follow it
just right,
but I will have it.
Just for today:
I will have
a quiet half hour
all by myself.
Just for today:
I will not be afraid.
Most of all,
I will not be afraid
to enjoy what is beautiful.
As I give
to the world,
so the world
will give to me.
Just for today:
those words
made Biff
feel so much better.
Just reading
those words
was good for his soul.
He tucked the card
in his wallet.
On the way out,
he stopped
the older man.
“Will you be
my sponsor?”
Biff asked him.
“I will,”
said the man.
“My name is Henry.
Here’s my card.
Call me anytime,
night or day.”
“Hey, thanks, man!”
said Biff.
He put the number
in his wallet
with the card.
From the meeting,
Biff went to a flower shop.
He felt like
getting a present
for Abby.
He had flowers
sent to her,
with no card.
Abby would know
the flowers were from him.
Maybe this “good turn”
wouldn’t count.
So he stopped
at a coffee shop.
He bought one cup
and paid for two.
“Do something for me,”
Biff said
to the counter guy.
“Give a free cup of coffee
to someone who needs it.
Okay, buddy?”
From there,
Biff headed off
to the career office.
Chapter 11
The woman
at the career office
asked Biff
what he liked to do
and what he
was good at.
“I like machines,”
said Biff.
“And I like
to make things work.
But in a factory
you never see
how things come out.
You only see parts.”
“Might you like
fixing office machines?”
asked the woman.
“There is a growing need
for people in this field.”
“That’s a great idea,”
said Biff.
“Can I get some training?”
“Yes, you can,”
said the woman.
Biff remembered
some of the things
on the AA card.
... I will live
through this day only.
... I will be happy.
... I will learn something useful.
... I will have a plan.
... I will not be afraid.
Learning how
to fix office machines
fit the bill.
“So far,
I’m doing okay,”
he said,
very low.
“What did you say?”
asked the woman.
“Oh, nothing,”
said Biff.
“I’m just thinking
out loud.
How can I sign up
for the training course?”
“You can sign up
right here,”
the woman said.
So Biff signed up
on the spot.
Then he left
the career office.
He wanted
to go home.
He wanted
a half hour
all by himself.
Chapter 12
The training course
lasted only a few weeks.
Biff caught on fast.
He learned
to spot trouble
inside an office machine.
And then he learned
how to fix it.
So he soon found
a job in the field.
The rest of his training
would be on the job.
It was a good day
when Biff found out
about the job.
But not for long.
Biff was so happy
that he did
what he always did
to mark a happy time.
He went
to the pub
to tip a glass.
He didn’t even