watching,standing on a deserted basketball court at the bottom of a grassy slope.
âWhat about me?â I said.
âYou know Iâll always take care of you.â
Our shadows blended into the larger shadows of trees, then slipped out the other side.
âMaybe,â I said, âmaybe I donât always want to be taken care of.â
âVivian.â
âMaybe I want to take care of myself,â I said.
âYou will,â she said. âOf course you will.â
The swingsâ chains jangled above, behind us, as we kept walking. The moon was almost full; it cast our shadows out into the street, our legs bending over the curb, our bodies and legs long and thin and black.
We climbed out of the neighborhood, into Mount Tabor Park, up past the reservoir, under the dark trees where the ground was steep. Our shoes in our hands, barefoot, we practiced how to step without making a sound.
Audra had her rope, her nylon cord, and her braided fishing line. She bent back saplings, little trees, tiednooses that attached to trigger sticks on the groundâIâd seen the drawings in the book, and she knew how to do it. Even in the low light I could tell she was smiling, that this was what she wanted to, what she liked to do. The snare would jerk an animal into the air, break its neck, but she didnât bait the traps, they were only practice. She took them apart, didnât leave them behind.
We spent hours in the trees, practicing for times in the future that I didnât know about. We raced to make shelters as quickly and quietly as possible; we played Blindfold Trap, where we had to set up a deadfall while blindfolded, where the trap always caught my hand.
The Rock Tool Game, the Throwing Stick Game, the Fast Fire Game.
Audra and I climbed high in the trees. We tied our hammocks to branches and swung there, close together. Below, Henry was working on his blind, a pile of brush he could hide inside. Iâd read in the book where it said you had to let the blind sit for days, so the animals would get used to it, so they would forget that it had been any other way and return to their normal activities, but Henry was only practicing, keeping his skills sharp.
âWhere did he learn how to do all this?â I said.
âEveryone can,â Audra said, âwhere heâs from.â
âDoes he tell you about it?â
âYes,â she said. âSome things. He told me he has a boat for fishing thatâs so camouflaged a helicopter flying over couldnât see where itâs hidden. He told me there are places dug underground where the people goâplaces that no one could see, that no one could find unless they knew.â
âAre the people hiding?â
âI donât know,â she said. âI think itâs the weather, mostly. Theyâre only underground in the winter. Thereâs houses in the trees, too, for when itâs warm.â
âAnd thereâs other people there?â
I peeked over, down below to where Henry was trying to move his whole blind; in the deep shadows, it looked like a bush was sliding along the ground by itself. Above, I heard the wings of birds, the wind in the trees. The branches were blacker against the darkness, but I couldnât really see anything. Nothing moved at all.
âHe said he had brothers,â I said. âSo there must be people.â
âThere are,â Audra said. âOnly there used to be more and now there are very few.â
âAnd thatâs why he needs us?â
âWell,â she said, âhe came for me. I forget, sometimes, that youâve never been with someone, the way I am with Henry. Itâs hard to explain.â
âHow? Because youâre in love or something?â
âYou can call it that, if you want,â she said. âBut itâs more, biggerâhe needs me, I need him, so we can take care of ourselves and each other without all these