and the older girls have been stinting themselves for days. They canât keep that up.â
I bet they arenât the only ones whoâve gone short of food, Alanna thought, watching Thayetâs too-thin face. We have to do something, soon. But how, if we canât live off the country?
âWe have tâfind humans, then.â Coram was matter-of-fact. âIf the landâs picked over, letâs find the pickers and clean them out.â
Alanna gave Moonlightâs reins to Thayet for the afternoon. Sliding a quiver over her shoulder, she took her longbow and ranged up and down the road, watching for game. She bagged two squirrels, which told her more than Thayetâs words how bad off Sarain was. At this time of year game should have tumbled into her lap.
Buri came to join her, with no better luck. After an hourâs hunting, Alanna asked something that had been on her mind. âWhy is Thayet roaming the mountains? Why isnât she with her father?â
âItâs because of Kalasin,â Buri said after a momentâs consideration.
âHer mother?â
Buri nodded. âThe most beautiful woman in the world. She was ⦠amazing.â Her black eyes were sad. âKalasin asked the Warlord to deal fairly with the Kâmir, because weâre her people. Lowlanders take us for slaves; they steal our horsesââ The dark girl stopped until her anger was under control. â Jin Wilima hates usâheâs a lowlander completely. So he signed laws forbidding us to meet in groups of more than five people at a time. Thereâs more than thirty in the Hau Ma clan, and theyâre our smallest! How can we honor the dead or a marriage or a birth if the clan is forbidden to meet?â
âGo on,â urged the knight when Buri stopped.
âIâm sorry. What Kalasin did was a great thing, but it hurts to remember. She and Thayet tried to make the Warlord stop. They even pleaded âa Kâmir never begs! But he signed the law.
âKalasin knew what she had to do then. She sent Thayet to the convent, far away. My mother and my brother, who served Kalasin, kept the guards from breaking into her tower room. Kalasin stood at her window and sang her death chant, about her shameat jin Wilimaâs laws. A crowd was there to witness: nobles, commonborn, and slaves. My mother and brother were killed, but they held the door until it was too late for the Warlordâs men to stop her from jumping. Mother and Pathom are buried at Kalasinâs right and left hands. The Warlord will lie in his tomb alone.â
âIâm sorry,â Alanna said quietly.
Buri shook her head. âThey had the best deaths any Kâmir could have. My people did what was right, and so did Kalasin.â
âBut theyâre gone,â Alanna pointed out, disturbed. âBeing dead doesnât help anybody.â
âThat depends on the kind of death.â Liam had drawn even with them. âIf your deathâs wasted, thatâs one thing. By her example, Kalasin woke up a lot of folk who thought it was all right to abuse the Kâmir. Buriâs mother and her brother made it possible for Kalasin to tell why she killed herself.â
âDead is dead,â Alanna snapped. âYou canât do anything from a grave, Liam!â
The Dragon and Kâmir exchanged looks that clearly said Alanna didnât know what she was talking about. Disturbed by their agreement, knowing she would rather change things while she was alive, Alanna moved ahead.
When Coram found signs that bandits had been in the area recently, Liam decreed it was time to stop for the night. Faithful found abandoned caves above a stream, where Thayet briskly set up camp. The children gathered firewood as Buri and Coram went fishing; Liam cooked. Once again Alanna got baby dutyâdiapering, feeding, and burpingâthis time with no mishaps.
Taking her bowl of thin stew
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