bad she forgot Jakâs momâs birthday. But Iâll take anything to get out from under my parentsâ microscope for the night, even though I donât really mind all their questions. At least I know they care.
Strangely, itâs moments like these that raise my anxiety level about graduation. Even though Taco Tuesday inevitably veers off into some kind of minor drama, at least itâs consistent. Itâs my house. Itâs tacos. Itâs Tuesday. Once I go off to college, itâs gonna be a free-for-all. Tacos any night of the week. But more importantly: life without the support system Iâve always had here in Kingsview.
16
I CONVINCED JAK TO PLAY hooky from English today so that we could go get lunch together on my free period. Thereâs a bagel place as well as a Baja Fresh and a few other restaurants close enough to school to drive to. It didnât take much convincing to get Jak to cut. She claims that her proper usage of whom puts her in the 99th percentile of all English students nationally, and therefore learning any more would just be showing off.
Itâs still the transition period between classes, and I meet Jak at the front of the school, inside the main doors that lead to the courtyard. A surly-looking security guard in a yellow polo shirt keeps a watchful eye over the frenzy of students passing by.
âYouâre late,â Jak says.
âDo I have time to go to the bathroom?â
Jak sighs dramatically.
âWhat?â I say. âIâve had to go all morning. Iâm dying here.â
âFine,â she says.
I hurry to the nearby menâs room. When I leave Jak, it strikes me that in all the conversations Iâve had with her recently, weâve never once discussed running into each other at the mall when I was with Tristen. Thatâs the kind of thing weâd usually break down frame by frame like the Zapruder film. I sort of got the impression that maybe Jak didnât like Tristen . . . but Jak never brought it up, so neither did I. ÂProbably best to leave it alone.
When I return from the restroom, I notice that Jak isnât standing by herself anymore. Sheâs talking to Adam. Heâs trying to explain something to her, and sheâs laughing. That in itself isnât weird. Adam and Jak know each other and have shared a handful of classes together over the years. But when I join them, Adam seems surprisedâand perhaps Âdisappointedâto see me.
âOh, uh, hey, Shane,â he says.
âWhatâs up, Adam? How are ya?â
âNot much,â he replies.
What a doofus.
âListen to what just happened,â Jak says to me. âAdam asked me to borrow a pen for class, but he already had a pen behind his ear.â She shakes her head in amusement.
Thatâs odd, I think.
Adam turns slightly red and holds up the pen in question. âIâm an idiot.â
âYeah you are,â Jak says.
âItâs the glasses,â Adam says. âSometimes I forget I have things behind my ear.â
âThatâs what she said,â Jak adds.
Adam forces a laugh, but I donât even think itâs one of Jakâs better jokes.
âRight,â I say. âAdam, so youâre all sorted with pens? âCause weâre gonna grab some lunch. Letâs talk later.â
Jak and I turn to leave, but suddenly Adam spouts, âI like your sneakers!â
We pause and instinctively look at our feet. Iâm wearing flip-flops. So he must be talking to Jak, whoâs wearing her usual grimy Chucks.
âUm, thanks,â Jak says, genuinely appreciative.
âI like Converse, too,â Adam says. âWhat do you think about their new line?â
âTheyâre cool. And everyone says I should get a new pair,â Jak says. âOr at least wash these. But that seems like a lot of effort.â
âI agree,â Adam says. âYou shouldnât do
Leonardo Inghilleri, Micah Solomon, Horst Schulze