and was ready to sell, she should be immune to the place and its memories.
Bonnie moved down the hallway past what had been her parentsâ room years ago. How many nights had she heard the battle raging inside that room during their years of marriage? All while she hid her head beneath the covers with nothing but her teddy bear for comfort, even when she was well into her teens.
Her own room was just beyond. She couldnât bring herself to start with it, either. Too many memories. She turned back around and headed back to the kitchen.
The kitchen was the heart of the home, and sheâd need it to be clean and serviceable while she stayed there. Most importantly, nothing bad had happened in the kitchen, probably because her mother served her fatherâs meals in the dining room. The kitchen was her and her momâs domain and she was going to bring it back to the way it used to be.
Summer, 1990
âMom.â Bonnie came through the back door, but her mother wasnât in the kitchen.
She made her way through the house and back toward the bedrooms. She heard raised voices. Her parentsâ bedroom door was open, but she hesitated to go inside. It sounded as if her mother and father were fighting, but she couldnât tell about what. The more she considered, the more she realized she didnât want to know. She just wanted the argument to stop.
âMom.â She said it again to let them know she was there, hoping it would put an end to whatever their heated discussion had been about.
Her mother came out into the hallway. âYes, baby.â
âI was wondering if I could go to the movies tonight. Thereâs a new show playing in town. I could take my bike. You wouldnât have to drive me. It starts at seven so I wouldnât be out too late.â
âSure you can go. With who?â
âUm.â Bonnie knew it was a risk telling her mother about going with Rohn. What if her father objected? What if he fired Rohn for asking her out? He wouldnât want to see her ever again after that.
Her mind scrambled, but there was really only one thing to do. Lie. Only one person would be believable in this scenario. âIâm meeting Melody there.â
âOh, thatâs nice. Sheâs a nice girl.â
âYeah, she is.â Poor Melody was nice, and now also Bonnieâs cover for her secret date with Rohn.
Her father came out into the hallway. âWhatâs going on?â
âBonnieâs going to the movies in town tonight.â Her mother answered for her and Bonnie was happy to let her. When her father wore this expression, there was no way to make him happy.
âWho with?â
âMelody.â Bonnie took over answering the questions. She felt guilty enough about the lie. She didnât want her mother to have to repeat it.
Her father seemed to dismiss her evening plans after that, as he moved to the kitchen to glance out the back window. âThat kid about done with that field yet?â
âUm, almost. Heâs got like two more passes.â Bonnie realized she probably shouldnât know in such great detail what Rohn was doing. Even if the truth was she watched him every second she could. âAt least thatâs what it looked like the last time I walked past the window.â
Jeez, she had to be more careful. The most amazing thing of her life had just happened. Rohn had actually asked her out. Sheâd dreamed of this day and it had really happened. She wasnât going to jeopardize it by having her father decide she shouldnât be dating the hired help.
Though she had a feeling her father wouldnât like her dating anyone, no matter who it was. Yes, sheâd turned eighteen last month, but he was the kind to remind her often enough that while she lived under his roof, she also lived under his rules. If he said she couldnât see Rohn, then that would be it. She wouldnât be able to go.
Lying was the
Jean-Marie Blas de Robles