from the sidewalk and shakes her head. âNo, just one more block.â She pushes her deep brown hands against her hair and groans in frustration.
I point to the pile of groceries from the two bags. âHmm, okay. Letâs get these under control.â Seeing as I donât have any extra bags hanging around in my pockets, I pull my sweatshirt over my head and start scooping the groceries into it. They may not all fit, but itâs worth a try.
âThanks,â she offers, slightly out of breath. She moves to bend to help me, but I stop her.
A car honks, then another. I barely have one foot in the street, but they honk anyway. The best thing about living in Brooklyn is the lack of honking (usually). Manhattan is a chaotic, angry little island, but I could possibly see myself settling down in Brooklyn, teaching at a public school, and raising a family. My daydream plans usually include other cities, quieter ones. Still, Iâve got to get a girl to go on a date with me first, so this may take a while. Letâs just say itâs my five-year plan . . .
Okay, ten-year plan.
I push a bottle of cooking oil into the crook of my arm. âIâve got it. Itâs fine,â I tell the woman.
I look into her hooded eyes. Sheâs watching me now, skeptical and unsure whether Iâm sketchy or okay. You can trust me , I want to promise her. However, chances are that if I say that, it will only raise her suspicion levels. The wind picks up, instantly bringing the temperature down a bit. I move faster, and once I get most of the groceries inside my sweatshirt, I tie the sleeves together, creating my best version of a bag. I toss in a box of crackers and a pack of lunch meat.
I stand to my feet and place the sweatshirt bag in her hands. Her eyes soften.
âYou can keep the hoodie, I have a ton of them,â I say.
âI bet youâll make a lady very happy one day, young man,â she says to me with a smile. She gathers up the remainder of her grocery bags that didnât break, readjusts the sweatshirt in her arms, and starts to walk away. Iâm flattered by her compliment but I quickly wonder why she assumed that Iâm single. Do I ooze desperation and loneliness?
Probably.
âDo you need help? I can help you get them home?â I offer, sure to pose my tone as an offer, not a demand. Itâs going to take her a while to get home, carrying those bags like that.
She shakes her head and looks past me, in the direction she was headed. âItâs just right here. Iâve got it.â
I hear a tinge of an accent in her voice, but I canât make it out. As she walks away, it dawns on me that she actually doesnât need my helpâsheâs carrying the bags and the sweatshirt full of groceries just fine. Iâm guessing this is supposed to be some metaphor sent by the cosmic forces to show me that I donât have to help everyone, like Augustus and his cigarettes in The Fault in Our Stars . Well, not exactly the same, but still. He obviously had it worse than me, poor guy.
I let the woman go on her own and continue my journey south, deeper into Bushwick. I love the neighborhood I live in. Itâs close to the cool things in Williamsburg, but with much lower rent. Definitely our rent is already highâit shocked the heck out of me when I moved hereâand is basically more than my momâs mortgage. But if the cool factor of our neighborhood keeps rising, it will double in no time. Still, things arenât as expensive here as I thought they would be. Theyâre not cheap, by any means, but those rumors of a gallon of milk costing ten dollars in New York City arenât true . . . for the most part. The Russian guy who owns the corner store below my apartment does like to hike his prices, but I suppose Iâm paying extra for the convenience of being able to get down there in under a minute. I could always walk two more
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