picked up.â
âI donât know, Peggy, sheââ
Nana had come into the kitchen, beaming at Dad. âSebby,â she said.
âMommy, thatâs Tony,â Aunt Patsy corrected, behind her as ever.
âHello, Ma,â Dad said, leaning in to give his mother a kiss.
Anthony Sebastian Fortunato, better known as Tony, except when his mother got him confused with her dead husband and called him Sebby. Dad was a real estate salesman, living on commissions, which were sometimes very good for long stretches of time and sometimes very bad for even longer. His brown tie was loosened and his shirt collar open, his jacket apparently left in the car. Armpit stains showed through his thin yellow poplin short-sleeved shirt.
âHey, Danny,â Dad said. âHowâs it feel to be fourteen?â
âSame as it did to be thirteen,â I lied, and I think my father knew. Dad could read stuff like that, where Mom was simply clueless. He just gave me a smile that seemed to say it all.
âSheâs got to be with Chipper,â Mom was saying. âSheâs been spending entirely too much time with him.â
âI just saw Chipper come home,â I said. It felt good to be able to offer some real information. âBecky wasnât with him.â
âThen where the hell is she?â The vein on my motherâs forehead was pulsing, the way it always did when she got really anxious.
âPeggy, calm down.â Dad was unknotting his tie and sliding it out from under his collar. âSheâs probably with Karen or Pam. Sheâll be here. Beckyâs good for her word.â
âWell, this place needs balloons,â Mom said, the vein still throbbing. âWhat kind of a birthday party doesnât have balloons?â
âIâm too old for balloons,â I said.
âYouâre not too old! Iâm too old! Youâre having balloons, Danny, and thatâs it!â
âOkay, okay.â
The doorbell rang. It was the first of the guests. I hoped it would be Katie, but it was Desmond Drysdale, red haired and freckled, the only boy Iâd invited, the only boy I was really friends with, in fact, if anyone could really be friends with Desmond. Desmond was a comic book fanatic, which was where we connected. But while I liked my comics, I just couldnât grasp the depth of Desmondâs passion. Over his bed heâd mountedâsafely preserved in acetate and held within a plastic containerâa rare mint edition of Silver Surfer Number 1. Previously, that place of honor had been occupied by a crucifix.
Next to arrive was Theresa Kyrwinski, tall and gangly, followed by Theresa Dudek, with the lazy eye. The phone rang suddenly: Joanne Amentaâs mother calling to say that Joanne had a stomach bug and so she wouldnât be coming. Mom breathed fire through her clenched grin as she gave the news to the rest of the party: âWhat a shame for poor Joanne to get a stomach bug so quickly that they werenât able to call and let me know earlier so I wouldnât have wasted time wrapping Hersheyâs Kisses for her.â
Finally, at exactly one minute to four, came Katie.
âSorry,â she said, trudging up the walk, a present under her arm. âI tried to get here sooner butââ
âWhatever,â I said, annoyed.
Katie went on. âMy mother took me to the mall after Sears, and weââ
âI said whatever.â
But I couldnât stay mad at Katie. This might be the last time I saw her. I took the gift from her hands.
âShouldnât you wait?â she asked.
âItâs a tape. Who is it?â
âWait until you open the others,â Katie protested.
I didnât listen. I tore off the silver wrapping paper and laughed out loud. âMeat Loaf!â
Katie was grinning.
âI want you,â I sang.
âI want you,â Katie echoed back, the way we did on the