denial. “Not yet, love. You’re not quite ready.”
“Oh, I think I am.” I stood, surprised at my own aggressiveness. I couldn’t believe those words had just come out of my mouth. Nik grabbed my other wrist and spun me around, handling me like I was a newborn kitten. Butterflies flew rampant in my stomach.
“Soon, love,” he whispered from behind me, making my skin tingle. “First, you must sleep.”
“Sleep?” I giggled, feeling the same way I did after a couple beers. “I can’t sleep now!”
A smooth, deep chuckle was his only response. It reverberated through me, and all I wanted to do was spin around and jump into his arms. I realized, though, that I wouldn’t be able to manage that maneuver. I was having a hard enough time walking, even with Nik there to guide me. Pouting, I stopped arguing as he aimed me toward my bedroom.
I fell into my bed, laughing again for no reason. I rolled onto my back, stretching and trying to assume a sexy pose, bolstered by false confidence from my dose of the unknown. When I opened my eyes, I was happy to see that Nik was appreciating my display. The light in the room was dim, but I could definitely see a fire burning in his eyes.
He sat on the edge of my bed, and I reached for him.
He was quick to push me back down. “It’s time to sleep, now.”
“But I’m not tired!” I said, reiterating my earlier point. I let him push me back nonetheless, still trying to entice him with my body language.
“Relax,” Nik whispered to me. “I’ll be here when you awake.”
I paused at that, taking the time to study him. That was when I realized the tension from before had returned. I was about to ask him what was wrong when he attacked, one large hand covering my mouth and nose. Panic and fear surged through me. I tried to fight, tried to scream, but nothing seemed to affect him. His hand was a vise against my mouth, and my hands and legs might as well have been flailing against steel.
Flecks of black were starting to invade my vision, but I kept trying to fight. My lungs burned for air that I couldn’t get. My lips were crushed against my teeth and the taste of blood filled my mouth. I gagged and choked on it, but found no release. As my struggles died and the blackness took over, I focused one last time on the handsome man I had trusted. He looked down on me with sadness in his eyes.
I wanted to ask him why.
I awoke.
Memories of being deprived of oxygen flooded through me and I gasped for air. The feeling of relief was unmatched as I was able to draw in a deep, unhindered breath. My fingers touched my lips, expecting to feel a bruise but everything felt normal. There was no soreness of any kind. No wound that was the source of the blood I swore I could still taste.
My mind tried to battle through the haze. Had it all been a dream? A nightmare?
I sat up and fought off a wave of dizziness. Blinking, I looked around my dimly lit room, feeling as if I wasn’t alone. The shadows moved.
My shrill scream split the night.
Then he was there – Nik was there – his hand over my mouth again in an attempt to silence me. I shook him off and he let me. It was only when I tried to claw him that he grasped my wrist and held me still.
“ Shh, love, shh,” he said, crooning in his deep, sexy voice. “No need to wake the neighbors. The worst is over.”
I had drawn in another breath to scream again, but his words gave me pause. I stuttered in response, “The worst?”
“Yes,” Nik said and nodded, releasing my wrists but drawing closer to me than he had ever been before. Every desire I had felt for him earlier seemed to crash back into me ten-fold, despite the fact that he had attacked me.
“But you tried to kill me! ” I yelled, reacting as much to ward away my unwanted feelings as to deter his advance. It worked against neither.
“No, love. I’d never hurt you. You just