the paperwork said.
He starts over. âI wanted to tell you in person how sorry I am your dadâs been wounded. Warrenâs a tough guy. Heâll be back on his feet and into that uniform. No question.â He seems to believe what he says, the way Father Killen did.
âThank you. We want to get back into the fundraising, too,â I say.
Sam inhales sharply, and I realize Iâve said something I shouldnât have.
âWeâve all had a shock,â Commander Butler says. âAnd we do have to rally around our military families.â He pauses. âI know youâve worked really hard for the orphanage, and I wasnât going to say anything here. But, since you mentioned it, I think under the circumstances . . .â His voice trails off. âUnder the circumstancesâ is how adults condense all the bad things into three words that sound so plain. As if three words can contain everything thatâs happened since yesterday.
If I walk away, then he canât say the words I know are coming. But my body wonât move.
âI have to ask you to take a hiatus from the charity drive. Folks around here donât want to be reminded of the orphanage at the moment. Itâs like an open wound.â
âBut it isnât the orphansâ fault.â
Commander Butler shifts his weight from one foot to the other. The same way Sam does when someone says something he disagrees with. Thatâs where Sam must get it.
From the corner of my eye, I see Sam start to shift. He knows whatâs coming too.
âI have to take into account everyone on post. Iâve been specifically asked to consider the feelings of others about the orphanage, Jess. Not just the people involved in Operation Oleander.â
âWho?â The woman who complained we were manipulating peoplesâ emotions? The man who brushed our poster from its stand as he hurried his pregnant wife away?
âIt was Mr. Scott.â
An invisible punch hits my stomach.
âButââ He supported the idea. Maybe he forgot how Mrs. Scott enjoyed stopping by the orphanage. âCorporal Scott caresââI catch myselfââcared about the orphanage.â
âNo one doubts that. We all do. But for now I have to ask you to stand down.â
âStand down?â As if I am a soldier.
âYes.â
âButââ
âJessica, Iâm commander of the post. Everyone on Fort Spencer is my responsibility. First and foremost, the welfare of my troops and fulfillment of our mission. Relations with indigenous populationsâlocal inhabitants like those children at the orphanageâthatâs a role for civilian agencies. Not combat soldiers. The rules over there are changing.â
âYou think they did something wrong.â Iâm not asking a question. The words shoot out of my mouth. Images from the television report flicker across my vision. âMy dad would never dishonor the military.â
Samâs eyes are like the owlâs again. Sad and knowing. Heâd known his father felt this way, and he didnât warn me. Did he plan that weâd run into his dad?
âI know that. Warrenâs an honorable man. But there will be a review of interactions between soldiers and civilians. In hopes we can avoid something like this ever happening again.â
âA review? How long will we have to stand down?â
Beside me Sam is fairly tap-dancing in place, heâs so tense.
But Commander Butler isnât shifting anymore. His body is planted tall and rigid. âUntil I give the all clear. If I do. Be patient. There may be other options. The review will be fair.â
I stand still, my hands at my sides. If I were a soldier, Iâd have to salute him back and say, âYes, sir.â
But Iâm not.
âTell your dad weâre behind him,â Commander Butler says.
âWhen he gets out of the coma.â
If.
Sam breaks.
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