well go the rest of the way. His body throbbed all over with just that one small taste of her. He had to have more. He had to, and damn the consequences!
He bent, lifting her in his arms like precious treasure, and carried her back to the armchair with his heart threatening to push through his chest. He settled down in it, his hand pressing her cheek to his buckskin-clad shoulder as he bent again to her mouth before she could speak.
The seconds lengthened, sweetened. Cecilyâs hands explored his long hair, his cheeks, his eyebrows, his nose as if sheâd never touched a man in her life. It was delicious, taboo, forbidden. It was exquisite. She moaned softly, unable to contain the sheer joy of being in Tateâs arms at last. He heard the tiny sound and his mouth suddenly became demanding, insistent.
Kissing was suddenly no longer enough. His lean hand went to her rib cage and slowly worked its way up over one of her small, firm breasts. He lifted his head to search her eyes as he touched the hardness there, because this was difficult territory for her, with her memories of her stepfather. The man had all but raped her. Even therapy hadnât completely healed her fears of intimacy after eight years.
She read that thought in his eyes. âItâs all right,â she whispered, worried that he was going to stop.
In fact, he was. He searched her bright eyes and smoothed his hand deliberately over her small, hard-tipped breast, but guilt consumed him. Sheâd never even had a lover. It wasnât fair to treat her like this, not when he had no future to offer her. âYou shouldnât have let me do that, Cecily,â he said quietly.
He propelled her out of the chair and onto her feet, holding her firmly by the shoulders for a few seconds until he could breathe normally. âGo help Leta in the kitchen.â
âBossy,â she accused breathlessly. The kisses had her reeling visibly.
âThousands of years of conditioning donât vanish overnight,â he mused. He searched her face with traces of hunger still in his eyes. âDo you still carry that weekâs supply of prophylactics around with you?â he added wickedly.
She actually blushed. âI gave up on you and threw them out years ago.â
His eyes went up and down her soft body like hands. âPity.â
âYou said you wouldnât, ever!â she protested.
One eyebrow arched and his lips pursed. He was trying to lighten the tension, but just looking at her now aroused him. âSo I did. Eloquently, too.â
She was trembling. She wrapped both arms around herself to fight the emotion that was consuming her. She looked up at him accusingly. âYou enjoy tormenting me, donât you?â
He scowled. âMaybe I do.â
She turned away. âIâm flying out tonight.â
âNo need. Iâm not staying.â He went around her to the kitchen and kissed Leta goodbye where she stood at the counter making sandwiches.
âMake up before you go,â she pleaded with her son.
âI did,â he lied.
She touched his cheek sadly. âStubborn,â she murmured, then she smiled. âLike your father.â
The mention of Jack Winthrop closed his face. âIâve never hit you.â
She caught her breath and her hand came down. She gnawed her lower lip. âSomeday,â she said hesitantly, âwe must have a talk.â
âNot today,â he countered, oblivious to the guilt in her face. âIâve got to get back to work.â
âYou donât like Senator Holden.â She said it abruptly and without thinking, just as sheâd said he was like his father. He didnât know who his father was. She still couldnât bring herself to tell him.
He turned. âThereâs no one I like less,â he agreed. âHeâs wrong down the line about Wapiti Ridge and whatâs good for us, but he wonât see reason. He
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