the house, I heard the little stereo in Alena’s bedroom switch on, the strings and harmonies of “Eleanor Rigby” coasting softly down the hall. Her music tastes were eclectic, almost exclusively confined to the Beatles and their catalogue, with the occasional opera or string concerto thrown in for variety. After another moment, I could make out the sound of running water, the shower in the bathroom starting.
I removed my coat and boots, put them nearby, so they could dry out, then moved the pistol I’d been carrying at the front of my pants and set it within reach on the wobbly wooden coffee table that had come with the house. I pulled a chair of my own closer to the stove, and proceeded to let it do the same thing for me that it was doing for Miata. It was warm and it was comfortable, and the stiffness that had been rising in my right hip was abating. I felt drowsy, realized that it would be very easy to nod off right here, and realized also that there was really no reason that I shouldn’t.
When I heard Alena’s voice, I had no idea that she was back in the room.
“Atticus?”
I sat up and turned, and she was standing on the edge of the rug, her bath towel wrapped around her body, and that was all she was wearing. With her hair wet, it looked closer to black than to red. She shivered.
“I told you,” Alena said. “I don’t know how to do this.”
“You’ve got to be freezing,” I said.
Her brow creased with her frown. “It’s not my first time. I don’t want you to think that.”
The only response I could think to that was to get up and go to where she was standing. I knew what she was trying to say, but she had also told me enough about her youth that I knew what she wasn’t telling me, as well. When the girl is eight and in a prison cell, the “first time” is the last thing you can call it.
She had crossed her arms around her middle, and as I approached she wouldn’t meet my eyes, instead focusing on my chest. Her expression had shifted, turned to something between determined and sullen.
I kissed her, the way I had wanted to kiss her back in the house in Cold Spring.
“It’s all right,” I told her. “It’s mine.”
We moved to Kobuleti the following winter. It was another resort town, roughly midway between Batumi and Poti, and the town wasn’t meant for great things, but great things had been thrust upon it. When Abkhazia, in the north, had seceded, it had taken Georgia’s best beaches with it, the ones of soft sand and alluring landscapes. Kobuleti’s beach was rocky, flat, and utterly uninspiring. But it was Kobuleti’s beach, and it was safe, and wealthy Muscovites and young Georgians came every summer to soak up the heat and wade the water. Kobuleti had responded, and now there was a resort that took advantage of the nearby mineral springs, two new hotels with all the amenities, and several flourishing boutiques and restaurants. During the high season, from the beginning of July until mid-September, the town was packed. Walking down the main street on a summer’s night, music poured from every other café and bar as each venue pulled double duty as a nightclub.
During the off-season, though, Kobuleti shut down, turning into one of those quiet seaside communities that made me remember my Northern Californian youth. The tourists left, as did most of the attendant service workers, and everything grew quiet, and the world around the town contracted. Walking the rocky beach on a cold November morning, the sky and the Black Sea sharing the same battleship shade of gray, the only noise that of the water and the gulls, it could seem like the whole planet was nothing but a small town surrounded by pines and water.
We’d bought a house two and a half miles from the sea, on the north side of town, the right size for the three of us. Secluded, far enough back in the woods that you couldn’t trip over it by accident, but not so far away that we couldn’t see