wilting to his side. She hated that, hated herself even more for doing this to him. This was why she usually resisted arguing with him. He wanted the bad feelings out in the open, but what use was hurting each other more? It didnât solve anything.
She swallowed hard and tried to pull herself back together, but her tone still had a bite. âI regret that I had to give up my whole life for a man who canât spare an hour for me unless itâs in bed.â
He flinched, and she knew sheâd hit her mark. âYou know my work is important.â
The ugly bitterness that festered in her soul poured forth. âYes, I do. The most important thing in your life.â
âThe Prides are the most important thing.â He thrust his fingers through his wet hair, droplets flying through the air. âWithout them for protection, weâd all be lostâscattered to the wind with no defense against humans discovering us and turning us into lab rats.â
She sighed and rested a hand against the bathroom doorjamb. âRight now, I feel like Iâm lost even with them.â
âCiri . . .â
âDonât worry about it.â She shook her head, closing her eyes as the purest truth came out. âI just . . . didnât realize before we were married how very different we are.â
His voice softened, but she could still sense his aggravation. âI had a lot less responsibility to deal with at the time. I wasnât yet the Brazilian Pride heir, or Second in another Pride.â
âI know.â She compressed her lips, and just felt . . . sad. Meeting his gaze, she blinked back tears. âI know.â
A hint of desperation filled his voice, and his usual ardor animated his face. âWe have a lot in common.â
Disbelief zinged through her. âName something. Anything.â
âWe love each other.â
She snorted, and she could tell that stung him. âWhat else? We value none of the same things. You love politics, and I want nothing to do with it. I love art, and you couldnât tell a Monet from a Picasso if your life depended on it. You were born to power, and I was born as no one special. Youâre Brazilian, and Iâm Japanese. Youâre progressive, and Iâm a traditionalist.â
He shook his head. âWeâre both driven by our work, defined by it, even. We value our families and want the best for them, for all Panthers. We just go about it in different ways.â
âThatâs not a lot of common ground.â
âWe can find more.â He threw his hands in the air.
âWhen are you going to make time for that?â She shrugged helplessly. âDo you plan to give up the three hours of sleep you get each day?â
He growled. âIt would be easier if you could find some way to care for Pride politics.â
That foreign, terrifying rage stabbed through her again, and she flared back at him. âIt would be easier if you werenât a Pride heir, but itâs unlikely either of us will get what we want, is it?â
âThis is important.â He gestured at the Pride den around them, his hands moving in sharp, jerky motions. âWhat Iâm doing here affects so many people. Itâs vital that I do well. This is important. â
The wilder his manner became, the more she withdrew behind her reserve. She just couldnât relate to this fervent side of him. âI understand that, but that doesnât mean I want to be the one to do it. There are other things that are important too, Tomas. Like our marriage, for example.â
âIâm not saying thatâs not important.â He jammed his fists down on his hips, magnificent in his nakedness and anger.
She arched an eyebrow. âBut itâs not worthy of your time or attention.â
âI wonât be Second forever.â
Dropping her forehead against the doorjamb, she sighed. âI know . . . but you said it would