said, âyouâve got friends. Youâve got heaps of friends, if you think about it. They just arenât the kind of friends most kids have.â
And that was true. Daniel got emails from kids around the world who, like him, were Trekkies. Every two months he went down to Melbourne to meet with other Trekkies at some club. He got stuff in the ordinary mail practically every day â newsletters and magazines that he brought to school and read during free time. He even wrote for some of them.
But none of that made him any friends at school. And sometimes I wondered whether he even wanted ordinary friends. He wouldnât come along to Scouts. He wouldnât come and learn tennis with me. He just didnât try.
âItâs no use,â he said when I asked why he didnât, âitâs just no use, Rain. You donât understand. Youâre new here.â And he got this really stubborn look which meant the conversation was closed, just like that.
Still, it was hard for me. Becky and I were good friends at Scouts and she started to talk to me at school. We liked some of the same things. She was reading some of the same books I was reading, books Daniel claimed were too girly. We both liked basketball. We liked the same music and we both liked to dress up and dance as though we were pop stars, but not so serious.
âIsnât there anyone you used to play with before I came to the school?â I asked Daniel one lunchtime. The girls were playing basketball and I was itching to join them.
âNo,â Daniel said, âbut that doesnât mean you have to sit with me if you donât want to. I can read.â
âNo, itâs fine.â I said.
I watched Tina miss three easy baskets in a row. I could practically feel the ball between my hands and the easy lift of it through the air.
âHow are you going, D1 and D2?â Tom, Beckyâs twin, asked as he went past. It didnât sound unfriendly.
âPretty good,â I said.
Daniel ignored him.
âHowâs it going, Dan my man?â Tom asked, standing right in front of Daniel.
âIâm Daniel,â Daniel said, âand Iâm not your man under any circumstances.â
And he stalked off.
âI was only saying hello,â Tom said. âWhatâs got into your boyfriend?â
âHeâs not my boyfriend,â I said. âBut I suppose itâs hard to tell when someoneâs being friendly when theyâve called you names, taken your hat and generally made your life a misery.â
âCome on, weâre just kidding. Anyway, why is he so full of himself? Everyoneâs got a nickname. You donât mind.â
âI donât like it,â I said.
âHe doesnât want friends,â Tom said, âotherwise heâd make more of an effort. Heâs a snob.â
âHeâs not, thatâs not true at all.â
âOh yeah? Well, how come I canât understand half of what he says?â
âHeâs different,â I said. âLook, he doesnât mean to talk so you canât understand him. He just uses big words. He reads all the time. It rubs off on him.â
âAnd if you do something he wants to do â like play chess â itâs not like a normal game. He tells you all this stuff.â
âJust like you do when youâre playing soccer or something. Thereâs no difference. You tell kids what they should have done, donât you?â
âThatâs called coaching.â
âWell, Danielâs coaching you at chess. I donât see the difference.â
âI just donât get why you hang out with him. Youâre pretty cool, Rain, for a city girl.â
âSee â there you go again. Always picking on differences.â
âHey, I just said you were cool.â
âWell, anyway, Danielâs my friend. And heâs cool, too.â
âIf you say so,â Tom