off and looking up at me.
âI didnât say anything,â I say.
âYou donât want to ask me something, then?â
âWell, I just wanted to know what the time difference is between here and New York.â
âLetâs see.â She looks up at the apple. âWintertime, so eight hours.â
âSo itâs only five in the morning there?â So Baba still doesnât want to talk to me. I look over at Sittu. I guess calling Sittu a horrible woman was out of line. I probably also shouldnât have called Egypt a backward country, even if itâs true.
Sittu stands up, and without saying a word, she touches the sleeve of the dress.
âThe one flawââ Sittu smiles. âI think it makes the dress more beautiful. But if you want me to have it fixed before you wear it againâ¦â
âYou want me to wear it?â
âI have no use for it anymore,â she says.
I touch the unfinished sleeve. It would be nice to have it fixed; then, it would be perfect. Instead I say, âItâs fine the way it is.â I donât know why she thinks a flaw makes the dress look better, but I donât want to make her feel like I donât appreciate it. Besides, I can always get it fixed back home.
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The next morning, after we get dressed, Deanna logs in to Facebook.
âI canât believe it!â she squeals.
âWhat? What is it?â I ask, looking over her shoulder.
âI have a friend request from Hassan!â
âOh, great.â This time, the sarcasm comes through loud and clear.
âWhatâs up with you?â she asks, turning around to face me.
âNothingâs up with me. Iâll meet you outside.â
âHey.â She stands up and looks me dead in the eye. âI thought best friends donât keep secrets.â
âItâs justâ¦â Iâm about to tell her what I think of Hassan, but I can see from the look in her eyes that she doesnât want to hear it, so I say, âI donât think Sittu likes me very much.â
âYouâre crazy! Youâre her granddaughterââ
âGirlsââSittu knocks on the doorââalmost ready?â She steps into our room.
âAre we going somewhere?â I ask.
âYou sound surprised,â Sittu says. âWhat did you think? That Iâd keep you locked up in this apartment all day?â
I donât say thatâs exactly what I thought.
âThe question to be answered is what would you like to see?â
âThe mall.â I look at Deanna and smile. I canât think of anything that would be more fun for us to do than shop.
âIf thatâs what you want to do.â Deanna sounds disappointed.
âYou donât want to go to the mall?â Sittu asks.
Of course she wants to go the mall. What could be better than that? Itâs our favorite place to hang out back home.
âIt would be nice to do something more unique to Egypt,â Deanna says.
âYou have something in mind?â Sittu asks. All I can think about is Deanna and her guidebooks. Please donât say you want to do some stupid tourist thing.
âIâd love to see the pyramids,â Deanna says.
No! I want to scream. Not the stupid pyramids. Every time Egypt is taught in school, all teachers ever focus on is ancient Egypt, and it never fails, they always ask, âMariam, would you tell the class what the pyramids are like?â Since my parents are Egyptian, I must be an authority on the pyramids. Well, Iâve never seen the stupid pyramids, and the last thing I want to do is see them today.
âIs that okay with you, Mariam?â Sittu asks.
âExcuse me?â
âThe pyramids. Is it okay that we go to see them today and maybe the mall tomorrow?â
Deanna has her begging eyes on me.
What can I say? âNo, itâs not okay to go see one of your countryâs
Scott Jurek, Steve Friedman