to me. âIt was her boyfriend. But she took the bus today, so that means he isnât her boyfriend anymore.â
âMaybe he had to work or something.â
Darius says, âFrom the car he drives, he makes way more money than a regular job.â
âYou think he sells drugs or something?â I watch as Rubee enters the Safeway. âShe wouldnât go out with a guy like that.â
Darius looks at me. âAnd you would know?â
âYes. Sheâs too sweet.â
He says, âSweet girls fall the hardest.â
I say, âHow can you be sure they broke up?â
âLetâs just run with it,â Darius says. âYou think sheâs too sweet for you?â
My face grows hot. âNo.â
âSo go ask her out.â
âNo.â
He laughs again, and Iâm getting pissed off.
I say, âNot today. Iâll ask her out sometime when Iâm wearing my team jacket. A hockey jacket makes a busted nose look tough.â Instead of ugly. âAnd Iâll wear my ring, my junior hockey championship ring.â
Darius says, âIf you donât ask her out right now, I will.â
My hands curl into fists. âLike sheâd go out with you, Wildman.â
He shrugs. âOnly one way to find out.â He slams down the hatch on my car and strides toward the store.
I catch up with him. âWeâve got everything we need. Letâs go.â
But heâs in the store and in Rubeeâs line.
Ahead of us, an old woman in sweatpants smacks coins onto the counter. She is ranting to Rubee about an expired coupon. She doesnât have much on the conveyor: bananas, toilet paperâthe cheap stuffâand some liquid meal replacement old people drink. The cans of meal replacement have a redclearance sticker. They must be close to the best-before date. Maybe theyâve expired.
Rubee speaks quietly to the woman as she pushes several coins back to her. The woman grins, gathers the coins, grabs her bag of groceries and scuttles out of the store. The guy in front of us shovels the rest of his stuff onto the conveyor. Rubee counts the old womanâs coins into the cash drawer. She looks up and sees me. She smiles.
I look at her hand. Sheâs not wearing the ring.
I watch her scan the guyâs groceries. Sheâs wearing a black cord bracelet with a round red stone. The stone slides back and forth on her wrist as she works. But sheâs not wearing the ring. She smiled at me, sheâs not wearing the ring and weâre standing in her line with nothing to buy.
I grab a pack of gum and toss it in a shopping basket.
Darius laughs. âCorbin, if youâre asking her out, youâll need more time than it takes to ring in one pack of gum.â He turns and snags a half-filled cart someone hasleft unattended. He pushes the cart into Rubeeâs line.
I say to him, âIâm not asking her out. Iâm not ready. If she says no, Iâll lose my once-in-a-lifetime chance.â I peer into the cart. âNice. You were right out of Huggies.â
Behind us, a woman says, âNow where did I leave my cart?â
Darius says, âOnce in a lifetime? Youâre asking her out, not proposing.â
I pull a package out of the pile of groceries in the cart. âAnd animal crackers.â
The womanâs voice is louder now. âI swear, I left my cart right here.â
Rubee looks up then, sees the woman. She glances at our cart and rolls her eyes. She picks up the security phone.
Darius says, âOops, I seem to have someone elseâs cart.â And he leaves it there. Just abandons the cart in the line. He walks by me and past the guy ahead of us until heâs standing in front of Rubee. Rubee puts the phone down.
I elbow my way past the guy so that Iâm beside Darius. I struggle to meet her eyes. âUh, sorry about the, uh, cart.â
Darius just stands there. Finally he says to me,
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