the rest of it, but a few minutes later, they both came into the living room. I put my book aside and looked up.
âThis will be your first party as a teenager,â my mother began. I smiled. They were going to let me go. âWeâre not going to give you all the warnings your friends get from their parents, Iâm sure. We trust younot to do stupid things. There is one rule you must obey, however,â she added. âYou donât leave the party with anyone. You donât go anywhere else. Weâll come for you at eleven thirty. Thatâs more than adequate time.â
âBesides,â my father said, smiling, âif we wait until twelve, my car will turn into a pumpkin.â
I thought that was it. My father turned to go up to shower and change for dinner.
âIs there a particular boy you are going to be with?â my mother asked.
âNo.â
She nodded, looking satisfied, but then looked at me more intently. âHave you told any of your girlfriends things about themselves that no one else would know? Are you still doing that sort of thing?â
She asked the question so fast that I held my breath for a moment. My father heard her ask it, too, and stopped in the doorway. So they knew about what I had done in my old school with Sidney Urban after all, and here I had done something like that again. She would surely be angry about it. There was no sense hiding it. She could find out just the way she had before.
âI gave one girl advice on how to win the attention of a boy she liked.â
âWhat sort of advice?â
âHow to wear her hair, a color he liked, stuff like that.â
âWhy did you do that?â
âWhy?â
âDo you like the boy? Did you do it to keep the boy from liking her more?â
âFelicia!â my father said.
âLet her answer, Mark.â
âNo. I did it to help her. I donât want the boy for a boyfriend,â I said. Even though it was the first time she had accused me of such a thing, it brought tears to my eyes. âSheâs my friend. I donât want to hurt her.â
âAnd? Did it help her?â
âYes,â I said.
She looked at my father. He wasnât smiling, but he looked happy about my replies.
âHow did you know what to tell her?â
âJust a feeling, an idea I had when I watched him with other girls. Lucky guess, I suppose, or maybe it was bound to happen anyway, and nothing I said or didnât say would have made any difference.â
She narrowed her eyes. âTake my advice. Donât do that again, Sage.â
âDo what?â
âTell anyone how to get what he or she wants, especially new boyfriends.â
âCâmon, Felicia,â my father said. She looked at him. âTeenagers giving each other advice is just them being teenagers.â
âNever mind what other teenagers do. You be careful. You especially donât start talking about those visions you used to have, understand? Do you?â she demanded, her eyes big, her pupils floating in some unimaginable fear.
I nodded quickly. âYes, Mother.â
âGood. You know how it frightened the parents of other girls at your old school when you warned themabout certain things they did, how something could bring them great harm.â Then, to drive it home, she added, âThat was why you never had any real friends. They didnât want to hear such things.â
âThat wasnât why,â I countered. Rarely did I ever do that. âYou wouldnât let me do anything with them.â
She stared at me a moment, her eyes darker.
âSheâs partly right,â my father quickly interjected.
âMaybe, but she still frightened their parents,â she insisted. âSheâd better not do anything like that in this school.â
He didnât disagree. In fact, he nodded.
She finally turned to leave.
Donât tell anyone how to get what he