exactly your type.â She claps her hands.
âNo, no, that . . .â I suddenly want to be honest with her, like I can cancel out my lie about not wanting to talk to Callen with this unrelated truth. I push my hair forward to block my mouth from the cameras on the mermaids. âYeah, I went to see him, but there was no love stuff. I told him how the Patriots are doing publicity in Zenta, to cheer him up about Belle.â Liaâs jaw drops open, and I rush to reassure her. âBut donât worryâI didnât tell him the information came from you or Bek.â
She clamps her hands on her temples, aghast. âNettie, that was a secret.â
âWhatâs the harm?â I whisper back. âNo one can trace it back to you. Besides, you were the one who said I should talk to him.â
âI said
get his mind off it,
not
reveal what I swore you to secrecy about.
We could get in big trouble,â she hisses. She draws back, squinting at the night sky and thinking, before diving forward, pushing her hair in front of her face again to block the cameras. âThe real problem isâwhy do you care so much?â she whispers. âYou werenât even friends with her. Let Scoop deal with it and move on, like everyone else on this island whose relatives get cut.â
âIâm not caught up inââ
Before I can finish, Lia grips my arm. âYou know what? Never mind. Just donât do it again, okay? And throw out that dirty bottle.â She leaps up and runs down the terrace steps before I can tell her I have no intention of throwing out the bottle.
âThereâs a lot of work to be done here before the Double A,â she shouts over her shoulder to me, back on-mic. âYou donât know how slow the planning committee is. Sometimes I wish I could just run the whole ceremony on my own.â A squirrel pokes its head out of a trash can, then scampers off when it sees us. Lia frowns. âGross. I wonder if we could get trash cans with lids for the ceremony.â
âIâm sure you can,â I say, descending the terrace steps. âItâs going to be great, Lia. Weâre lucky youâre in charge of so much of it.â I pause at the bottom step, imagining what it will feel like to be sitting here, listening to Mayor Cardinalâs opening remarks and the traditional poem about our futures, waiting for the apprenticeships to be called out.
When mine is, Iâll march up to the podium and shake hands with the mayor as I receive my assignment and smile for the pictures. At last Iâll know. My future will be set. But the vision feels hazy and dissipates quickly. Whatâs left is a mostly empty plaza and my present, which is all uncertainty.
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We get back to the Arbor around eight. Lia seems to have regained her confidence. She walks me to my door, rolling her eyes at Callenâs house while I scrounge in my pockets for the keys.
âGrowing a real jungle over there,â she sneers.
I actually think the Herronsâ yard is plus tenâitâs cool theyâre not scared to distinguish themselves from the tame lawns around them. âYeah,â I say, shrugging. âThe mosquitoes go wild in the summer.â
âIck,â she says and falls silent. I find the key and make a point of taking it out slowly, not wanting her to feel like Iâm eager to leave.
She spends a while retying a ribbon at the neckline of her dress, glancing up twice, before saying, âAt least my next boyfriend wonât be scared of closing up. Or holding me.â
âYouâre so better off.
Onward through the turmoil,
â I say, quoting a line from a Drama Club play that we always mock, about a girl cheating on a biology test with tragic results. It was that mediocre play that convinced Lia she could write her own.
â
Tomorrow beckons,
â she quotes back. âSpeaking of