desk, chairs with wine-stained cloth on the arms and back, a small bronze brazier dusted with old ash. Maati waved Eiah off as she started to close the door.
‘Let the place air out a bit,’ he said. ‘It’s warm enough for it now. And what’s your day been, Eiah-kya?’
‘Father,’ she said. ‘He was in a mood to have a family, so I had to stay in the palaces all morning. He fell asleep after midday, and Mother said I could leave.’
‘I’m surprised. I wasn’t under the impression Otah slept anymore. He always seems hip-deep in running the city.’
Eiah shrugged, neither agreeing nor voicing her denial. She paced the length of the room, squinting out the door at nothing. Maati folded his hands together on his belly, considering her.
‘Something’s bothering you,’ he said.
The girl shook her head, but the frown deepened. Maati waited until, with a quick, birdlike motion, Eiah turned to face him. She began to speak, stopped, and gathered herself visibly.
‘I want to be married,’ she said.
Maati blinked, coughed to give himself a moment to think, and leaned forward in his chair. The wood and cloth creaked slightly beneath him. Eiah stood, her arms crossed, her gaze on him in something almost like accusation.
‘Who is the boy?’ Maati said, regretting the word boy as soon as it left his mouth. If they were speaking of marriage, the least he could do was say man . But Eiah’s impatient snort dismissed the question.
‘I don’t know,’ she said. ‘Whoever.’
‘Anyone would do?’
‘Not just anyone. I don’t want to be tied to some low town firekeeper. I want someone good. And I should be able to. Father doesn’t have any other daughters, and I know people have talked with him. But nothing ever happens. How long am I supposed to wait?’
Maati rubbed a palm across his cheeks. This was hardly a conversation he’d imagined himself having. He turned through half a hundred things he might say, approaches he might take, and felt a blush rising in his cheeks.
‘You’re young, Eiah-kya. I mean . . . I suppose it’s natural enough for a young woman to . . . be interested in men. Your body is changing, and if I recall the age, there are certain feelings that it’s . . .’
Eiah looked at him as if he’d coughed up a rat.
‘Or perhaps I’ve misunderstood the issue,’ he said.
‘It’s not that,’ she said. ‘I’ve kissed lots of boys.’
The blush wasn’t growing less, but Maati resolved to ignore it.
‘Ah,’ he said. ‘Well, then. If it’s that you want apartments of your own, something outside the women’s quarters, you could always—’
‘Talit Radaani’s being married to the third son of the Khai Pathai,’ Eiah said, and then a heartbeat later, ‘She’s half a year younger than I am.’
It was like feeling a puzzle box click open in his fingers. He understood precisely what was happening, what it meant and didn’t mean. He rubbed his palms against his knees and sighed.
‘And she gloats about that, I’d bet,’ he said. Eiah swiped at her betraying eyes with the back of a hand. ‘After all, she’s younger and lower in the courts. She must think that she’s got proof that she’s terribly special.’
Eiah shrugged.
‘Or that you aren’t,’ Maati continued, keeping his voice gentle to lessen the sting of the words. ‘That’s what she thinks, isn’t it?’
‘I don’t know what she thinks.’
‘Well, then tell me what you think.’
‘I don’t know why he can’t find me a husband. It isn’t as if I’d have to leave. There’s marriages that go on for years before anyone does anything. But it’s understood. It’s arranged. I don’t see why he can’t do that much for me.’
‘Have you asked him?’
‘He should know this,’ Eiah snapped, pacing between the open door and the fire grate. ‘He’s the Khai Machi. He isn’t stupid.’
‘He also isn’t . . .’ Maati said and then bit down on the words a
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