now was because of Lauraâs deciding vote.
âDid they deserve it?â His voice was quiet, but the question was honest.
âIt depends how you interpret the school policies, but I guarantee you, if it had been just Sam and Eve whoâd snuck out, Priscilla would have pushed even harder to expel them. The fact that they did their crime with Madison and Waverly probably saved them, as ironic as that seems.â
Gabi saw a look pass over Lukeâs faceâa mixture of emotions she couldnât quite identifyâbefore he set his jaw and nodded slowly.
âWhat if itâd been the other two whoâd snuck out?â
âThen I can almost guarantee you and I would have never met. The incident would have been quietly swept under the rug.â
âShocking.â
âTheyâre good kids, Luke. All four of them are. But theyâre so locked into their patterns that youâd never know it. Youâd certainly never know it, based on what youâve seen the past few days.â She fisted her hands in her lap. âIâve spent the entire year trying to figure out how to get through to them, but wow. Turtles have nothing on the shells these girls wear.â
âAnd I imagine Samâs and Eveâs are the toughest of all?â
âOf course they are. Theyâve both been shoved around their entire lives, house to house, family to family, hell to bigger hell. I interviewed fifty girls for these two scholarships, Luke. I would have taken them all, just to get them out of the lives they were trying to survive. It broke my heart.â
He was silent for a long, long moment, just staring out at the lake. Then he turned to her. âI have to ask, then. Why would you stick the four of them together in a suite? Madisonâs as bitchy as they come, and Waverly will do whatever Madison tells her. Whyâd you sic them on two innocents?â
Gabi looked down at her lap. âIâve asked myself that a thousand times, believe me.â Then she sighed. âHonestly? Beyond my bigger, lofty, impossible goals, I thought, given time, theyâd figure out that theyâre not nearly as different as they think. All four of them have essentially been abandoned by their parentsâjust in different ways. I thought that somehow, some way, maybe that would bind them.â
âBut no?â
âGod, no. I mean, there have been moments ⦠weeks, even, when things were pretty okay. But then Madison will step up her game, or Sam will preempt her by stepping up hers, and Eve and Waverly end up caught in the middle choosing sides, and thenâ¦â
âChaos.â
âYup.â
He was thoughtful for another long moment, and then he shifted in his chair, turning to look straight at her.
âHey, Gabi?â His voice was soft, almost tender, as he touched her shoulder. It was just the briefest touch, but it sent swirling, zappy zings straight to her toes. âWould you kill me if I said it sounds like maybe ⦠maybe youâve actually all ended up exactly where you need to be?â
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Chapter 8
Hours later, Gabi lay awake on her cot, desperate for sleep, but unable to close her eyes as she replayed her conversation with Luke. It was almost dawn, and the girls were asleep, the usual scratches and snuffles filtering in from outside the tent as the coons and skunks made their rounds. Funny how after only a few days, the girls were learning to sleep through it.
She didnât dare move, since one squeak of her cot could wake them all up, and really, sleeping was the only cooperative thing theyâd managed since theyâd arrived.
In her more delusional moments in the week before theyâd left Briarwood, sheâd tried to convince herself that maybe, like Luke had hinted, this summer could be an opportunity to finally draw the four teens together ⦠to find some common ground that could bind them for the upcoming