the nod.â She saw Eddie was puzzled. âHe shot up this morning. Still on his wake-up hit.â
âHeroin?â Eddie asked.
âA rose by any other nameâ¦.â She stopped in mid-thought and pointed down the catwalk. âLeo, here comes Fat Boy.â
A calico cat trotted along the ledge. He was fat, all right, maybe eighteen pounds. The man grabbed a box of cat food and shook it. The cat hustled on stumpy legs. âFat Boyâs a regular,â the woman explained. âHe loves Leo. They all love him. We donât eat sometimes but those cats always do.â She rolled her eyes at the man, but she smiled, too.
The cat rubbed its bulk against the manâs shin and lifted its chin so he could scratch its neck.
âFat Boy trades his affection for food,â the man said. âThat is how he stays fat. Not all of his kind has learned this.â He dumped a pyramid of dry food on the cement. The cat nosed into it.
Eddie had the fire crackling again. They sat and talked. The man and woman who had saved him from the canal held hands. Her name was Gabrielle, he went by Leo, and this ledge was their home. They were part of a community of heroin addicts, a dozen or so, who often stayed under this bridge, though rarely more than a handful at a time. They had found Eddie in the water by chance, they told him. Ice had narrowed the swath of running river in the canal, and Eddieâs ice floe had become lodged.
âHow long have you lived here?â Eddie asked.
Gabrielle answered, âSince we came from Montreal.â To Leo, she said, âWhat? About eighteen months?â
âYou donât have to stay here, do you?â
She shrugged. âHeroin is a full-time job. We canât pay rent.â
âWhat about the homeless shelter?â
âThey got big hearts down there, they do,â she said. âThey check on us here sometimes, bring us coffee and theyâll give us clothes or a new blanket. But itâs a dry shelter. You canât shoot up there, and they donât let you in if youâre hooded.â
âHooded?â
âYou knowâif youâve been using.â
âSo youâd rather stay here, under this bridge, so you can shoot up?â
They said nothing because the answer was obvious. Eddie pressed the point. âYou donât have a home, you donât have heat or a phone. ChristâI donât see a toilet under here.â
Gabrielle looked sweetly on the naive stranger in her home. âThatâs smack,â she said. âIt knows everything you donât have. And thatâs what it gives you. Every time.â
Eddie looked to Leo for confirmation. He nodded. âMy wife tells it correct.â
âYou two are married?â Eddie asked, surprised.
âIn the eyes of everyone except the law,â Leo said. He grinned and kissed her cheek.
By questioning them, Eddie got their biographies. Leo was born in Iran, moved to Paris at fifteen and studied philosophy as an undergraduate. His parents died young, and he moved to Montreal in his mid-twenties for graduate studies. There, blind drunk in the menâs room at a German-style pub on St. Catherine Street, he snorted heroin off the book jacket of Friedrich Nietzscheâs
The Birth of Tragedy.
Leo shook his head at the irony. âI had a backpack full of text with me. Plato, Kant, Hume, Bertrand Russell. But I chose Nietzsche.â He shrugged. âI did not even like Nietzsche.â
Leo dropped out of school within a year of starting his habit, and took a job as a sausage cart vendor. His wages went to heroin.
Gabrielle first used heroin with an old boyfriend in Montreal, in her first year of nursing school. He dumped her after she was expelled for stealing needles. She met Leo at the sausage cart, after a Canadians hockey game.
âHe was so shy,â she said. âHe couldnât look any of the girls in the eye, and such a