gentleman. I knew right then, he was the one I was looking for.â They shacked up within a month. âWe made a home together before we made love.â
They stayed in Montreal six years together, shooting up as many as six times a day, until an overdose nearly killed Leo. Gabrielle wiped a tear as she remembered. âWe made a pact to get cleaned up together and start over in Lowell, because I got a cousin here someplace.â
They rehabbed in Canada for two months, and then rode a bus here.
âWe got this motel room,â she said. âThe guy in the next room was selling heroin. Thereâs no excuse. It was there. We bought it.â
Their money soon ran out. Other addicts had taken them here.
âWhat about your cousin?â Eddie asked.
She shrugged. âThatâs the part that didnât work out.â
âWhat do you do for money?â
âLeo works at a garage sometimes, under the table,â Gabrielle said. She looked to Leo and frowned. âI did some streetwalking, but when he found out it broke his heart so I stopped.â
Leo pretended not to hear her. He let go of her hand and tossed a stick on the fire, which was burning just fine.
They were so blunt, so open with their story. Would they tell it to the paper? Eddie couldnât help himselfâdespite Dannyâs death and his own near miss, he was born to tell stories such as this. He trembled at the possibility. âDoes the city know youâre here?â he asked.
âCops do,â Gabrielle said. âThey kick us out every few months when theyâre looking for somebody on a warrant. We find someplace to bed for the night, just for one night. Mostly they donât mind us. None of them want to come down here.â
âWhat about rehab?â
Leo and Gabrielle glanced to each other, sharing past hardships with their eyes. He took her hand again. âLeoâs been to rehab three times,â she said. âI been twice.â She patted Leoâs knee with her other hand. âThe last time he did real good. He got a Section-Eight apartment in Centralville for a couple months. But when he couldnât get me to stop, he started using again.â
Eddie shook his head. âYou guys are not what I would have expected in heroin addicts.â
âWhat is that?â snapped Leo, suddenly annoyed. âYou thought we would be gibbering like lunatics and lying in our own piss? Eh? That I could not talk to you like a person? Or love my wife like a man?â
Eddie said nothing. Leo was right. Eddie had not expected theyâd be human.
Leo took a white candle and the lemon juice from the milk crate.
âLet me tell you about heroin,â he said with no trace of annoyance. âIt is the heart of this cityâs underground economy. Think of the heroin trade like the
shadow
of regular commerce. It lies just behind it, and touches only at the bottom. This economy works in a circle. I will explain.â
He twisted the butt end of the candle into a hole in the cement. âAddicts, as you say, people like me, get money for heroin from petty theftâcar radios sometimes, smash-and-grab. The pawn brokers and the glass shops get some spin-off businessâthis is our economics.â He flashed that beige smile.
He pulled from his coat a tin snuffbox and a fat pinch of tan powder twisted in plastic wrap. He held it up. âThe hero of the underworld,â he said. He emptied the powder in the tin and shook his head. âIt is crap. Mostly brown. Not the best. Not pure.â
Eddie nodded.
Leo stroked Fat Boy as the cat wandered away. Then he continued, âLook at the other economic forces working here. To stop my petty crime, the city hires more policemen. But you cannot fit all of us in the jail, right? So you treat us.â Leo lit the candle with a cigarette lighter. The wick was too long and the flame burned tall and smoky.
âTo treat all of these