buried.â
âIâm guessing you donât have a lot of enemies either.â Iâd heard of stars having their careers ruined through a combination of their own misbehavior and their being universally loathed by their peers.
He shrugs. âWeâd murder our own mother in her bed for a percentage of the gross, but we look out for our own. Glass houses and all.â I must appear taken aback by his casual mention of murder, because he says, in a mild voice, âI didnât kill Delilah if thatâs what youâre wondering.â
âI wasnât.â Liam doesnât seem the homicidal type, although Iâve been fooled in the past.
âWe were in rehab together. Weâd known each other for years before that, but I didnât get to really know her until then. Thatâs when you get the true measure of another, is it not? When you stand naked and shivering, stripped of all your lies and excuses.â I smile at his theatrics, and also in understanding: The first time I shared at an AA meeting, I felt as if Iâd been stripped, not just of my clothes, but of my skin. âWe used to stay up nights talking. Weâd both known the mean streets growing up, so we had that in common, too. After rehab, we went to meetings together. For a while.â
âUntil she stopped going.â He confirms my guess with a nod, wearing a sorrowful expression.
âWe argued about it. She told me to fuck off. I told her she was a feckinâ idiot,that she was throwing her life away, and I wasnât going to stick around to watch. Fateful words as it turned out.â
âShe didnât die of the disease,â I remind him.
âTrue.â He turns his gaze to the teak crucifix that hangs over the altar. âMay the bastard burn in hell. The killer,â he clarifies when I look startled. We sit in silence for a minute, then he collects himself with an audible exhalation and stands. âWell, it was nice chatting with you, Tish Ballard.â
I stand to shake his hand. âLikewise.â On impulse, I ask, âListen, do you want to grab a bite to eat?â Lest he mistake my intention, I add with a wry smile, âI promise no selfies.â Itâs not bragging rights Iâm after but to learn more about Delilah. Maybe he knows of someone who had a motive for murdering her. With Liam, a fellow drunk in recovery, I have an in that Spence doesnât.
âAlas, I have to be on set first thing in the morning, so itâs early to bed for me.â He places his hand over his heart, theatrically, though he seems genuinely regretful. In the old days, weâd have made good drinking buddies.
I look at him in surprise. âOh. I thought ⦠So soon?â
âWhat did you expect? Black armbands? Flags flown at half mast?â
âNo. A hiatus maybe.â
Liam gives a hollow laugh. âAny crying thatâs done wonât be on the studioâs dime. We make all the right noises, sure, but even Karol, who claims to have loved Delilah like a daughter, wonât let sentiment get in the way of financial considerations.â
âIt seems so ⦠cold.â
âMake no mistake. Weâre all alike and a bad lot at that. We differ only in our ability to disguise it.â He dons his cap and slips on his sunglasses, and with that he takes his leave. I watch him make his way down the aisle before he disappears into the shadows at the back of the church.
CHAPTER NINE
I phone Arthur on the way home and the call goes straight to voicemail. Whatâs up with that? He always answers when he sees my name on his caller ID because he knows Iâll hit redial as many times as it takes until he does. Or at least he did until recently. Lately, heâs been ducking my calls. And whenever I ask about his plans for the evening, heâs either evasive or downright untruthful. Twice this week I stopped by his place to find no one home on
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