paused, straightened just a bit, then turned the corner into the back street and out of sight.
Carly sank down and let the evening shadows surround her, brooding on Tuckerâs admission and reflecting on the last bitterness of their marriage. She allowed her tears to drip down her face. Tucker had always been her friend and then her sweetheart, and sheâd hurt him. He never lied and heâd just told her how his heart had bled. Valentine-proof lay in a box as worn and tired as she felt.
She amended the ânever liedâ fact. Tuckerâs âinnocent dateâ with Ramona hadnât exactly been true.
When she heard the jailâs back door scrape open, Carly said unevenly, âI feel like Iâm in pieces.â
Normaâs silence caused Carly to turn and look at the lady police-person, whose expression of sympathy was quickly shielded. âUh-huh. I have to go home and fry up these fish. Iâd rather you didnât sit on the jailâs porch all night. Hereâs a plastic sack. Put the fish heads and guts in the trash can before you leave. Go home.â
âI have no home. Youâll have to arrest me for vagrancy. Can I stay in the jail all night?â
âNo.â The door closed and the alleyâs shadows deepened into night and Carly was alone.
And Tucker was taking his newly developed skill for intimacy-talk to his blond girlfriend. Another woman would be sharing it with him. He was the same and he was different. In the eleven years since theyâd divorced and Carly had visited her grandmother, theyâd never come close to each otherâor said what they had to say for closure. Now Tucker had closed his part and left hers unfinished.
Just like the need to stake him out and have him. It vibrated deep and warm inside herâthe need to have Tucker. His expression had been tender as he looked down at her, and he was all hot and hungryâbut there was something else tangling between themâ¦.
Carly sighed deeply and wearily cleared the jailâs back steps of fish guts as she reviewed the dayâs eventsâher hunt for the diary, the frantic call from her office, rolling with Tucker on her grandmotherâs lawn and the humiliation of being hauled in by Norma had exhausted her.
So she wasnât in the mood to see Ramona, the ministerâs wife, the mother of five children and the pillar of the community, dressed in tight jeans and a red satin blouse and matching dancing boots. She wasnât wearing big hair now, but an all-sticking-out-ends cut that framed a pixielike face. âYouâre a pitiful sight, Carly Redford. I heard you were holed up back here after rolling on the front lawn with Tucker and playing suck-face with him.â
âArenât there rules about how a preacherâs wife and a mother is supposed to speak? Donât you have to bake a pie for a bazaar or something?â
Ramonaâs laughter ricocheted off the alleyâs brick walls. âYouâve been running away from a talk with me for years. Now, maybe youâll listen. Let me give you a ride back to Anna Belleâs. You can clean up and weâll go dancing. If thereâs one thing Iâve learned about life, itâs that when you think you canât face the world, youâd just better get up and do just that.â
After a deep breath, Ramona continued, âOf course, I wanted that fine young stud years ago, but he was hot for you and he resisted. But I nailed him one night when he was down and missing you. I knew when you came back from that weekend honeymoon and glared at me, that heâd finally told you. I knew youâd settle in and dig at that until you made him pay. You werenât in a listening mood then, or later. Then you up and took off and left this whole mess simmering. Iâve had to live with it.â
Ramona walked to Carly and studied her. âMaybe Iâd better put a tarp on my car seat before