braced himself for a new experience, because somehow he had to tear her out of his life, his mind and his body. âWe may as well talk about this,â he said slowly and sat beside her on concrete steps.
Her words were muffled. âThe whole town is probably talking about us now.â
âThatâs likely. They have before.â He wanted to place his hand on that shiny mussed hair, smoothing it, and rub the tension out of her shoulders and back. Tucker was surprised to see his hand hovering above Carlyâs head. He lowered it and gripped his jeaned knee firmly, anchoring his need to touch his ex-wife.
âI really did save your life by marrying you,â she said.
Tucker nodded; at the time her father hadnât been happy, and Billy Walker had a temper. âThank you.â
She looked at him with suspicion. âNow youâre just tormenting me.â
âI married you because I was afraid youâd get away from me. You always were a fast mover.â His words surprised him; but they rang true in the sweet summer air.
Her eyes widened. âYou never said that before.â
He took a deep breath and decided to hand her the rest. Because he couldnât bear to look at her tear-streaked face, he looked up at the fading square of blue sky, wedged between the 1890s two-story buildings. âAnd I didnât think I could catch you. I appreciate that you did try, and I shouldnât have done some things like comparing your cooking to my motherâs. What you could do best just ran in a different directionâ¦. I turned off your laptop. You can finish off whatever you have goingâthat office emergencyâand then youâd better leave.â
âYou were embarrassed because we didnât have sex that first week.â
âWe made up for that. Things change and so have we.â He looked down at Carly. âYou smell like fish. Did you find what you were looking for at my house?â
She looked stunned and guilty for a just a heartbeat, before she recovered to come back at him. â My house. I donât know what you mean, but I want to make an offer to buy back my grandmotherâs house.â
âYouâre not getting it, Carly.â
âYou could make a profit,â she insisted. âAnd youâve been drinking. Itâs Saturday night. Why donât you go to whatâs-her-name blond-woman and think about selling to me?â
Tucker had just bared his scarred heart to his ex-wife, and sheâd stepped right in and started wrangling over property values. He wouldnât let her know that he hadnât managed a relationship after her. Every woman had seemed dull in comparison. He couldnât think of getting naked and having sex with anyone else. Since theyâd rolled on Anna Belleâs lawn, that was all he could think about doing with Carly.
Tucker forced himself to stand and stretch and breathe the alleyâs hovering scents of summer and fish. He wasnât certain how the intimate-talk business was supposed to go, but heâd just bared his heart, cleaning out a little of the ache, and got a real estate offer in return. His throat was dry and tight, but he managed, âI think Iâll just do that. I donât appreciate you messing up my closets and drawers. Whatever you think you want was gone a long time ago.â
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Carly could not let Tucker do that to herâjust drop something on her that theyâd wrangled about in their marriage, that had haunted her sinceâand walk away.
Tucker was doing just thatâall six-foot-two-inches of broad shoulders, tapering down to narrow hips and long legs in those good-fitting jeans. Heâd just given her the intimacy that sheâd wanted and ached for in their young, short marriageâand he wasnât giving her a chance to return it. It was just like him to leave the field while he was ahead. âDo not take one more step, Tucker.â
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