Did that mean she would act irrationally, impulsively, just because needs and desires had pried their way back into her life? No. Did that mean she would hide in her room, afraid to face a man? A most definite no.
She was only afraid because she had yet to test herself, Natasha thought, moving toward her closet. So tonight she would have dinner with the persistent Dr. Kimball, prove to herself that she was strong and perfectly capable of resisting a fleeting attraction, then get back to normal.
Natasha frowned at her wardrobe. With a restless move of her shoulders she pulled out a deep blue cocktail dress with a jeweled belt. Not that she was dressing for him. He was really irrelevant. It was one of her favorite dresses, Natasha thought as she stripped off her robe, and she rarely had the opportunity to wear anything but work clothes.
He knocked at precisely seven twenty-eight. Natasha detested herself for anxiously watching the clock. She had reapplied her lipstick twice, checked and rechecked the contents of her purse and fervently wished that she had delayed taking her stand.
She was acting like a teenager, Natasha told herself as she walked to the door. It was only dinner, the first and last dinner she intended to share with him. And he was only a man, she added, pulling the door open.
An outrageously attractive man.
He looked wonderful, was all she could think, with his hair swept back from his face, and that half smile in his eyes. It had never occurred to her that a man could be gut-wrenchingly sexy in a suit and a tie.
âHi.â He held out another red rose.
Natasha nearly sighed. It was a pity the smoke-gray suit didnât make him seem more professorial. Giving in a little, she tapped the blossom against her cheek. âIt wasnât the roses that changed my mind.â
âAbout what?â
âAbout having dinner with you.â She stepped back, deciding that she had no choice but to let him in while she put the flower into water.
He smiled then, fully, and exasperated her by looking charming and cocky at the same time. âWhat did?â
âIâm hungry.â She set her short velvet jacket on the arm of the sofa. âIâll put this in water. You can sit if you like.â
She wasnât going to give him an inch, Spence thought as he watched her walk away. Oddly enough, that only made her more interesting. He took a deep breath, shaking his head. Incredible. Just when he was convinced that nothing smelled sexier than soap, she put something on that made him think of midnight and weeping violins.
Deciding that he was safer thinking of something else, he studied the room. She preferred vivid colors, he mused, noting the emerald and teal slashes of the pillows on a sapphire-blue couch. There was a huge brass urn beside it, stuffed with silky peacock feathers. Candles of varying sizes and shades were set around the room so that it smelled, romantically, of vanilla and jasmine and gardenia. A shelf in the corner was crammed with books that ran the gamut from popular fiction to classic literature by way of home improvements for the novice.
The table surfaces were crowded with mementos, framed pictures, dried bouquets, fanciful statuettes inspired by fairy tales. There was a gingerbread house no bigger than his palm, a girl dressed as Red Riding Hood, a pig peeking out of the window of a tiny straw house, a beautiful woman holding a single glass slipper.
Practical tips on plumbing, passionate colors and fairy tales, hemused, touching a fingertip to the tiny crystal slipper. It was as curious and as intriguing a combination as the woman herself.
Hearing her come back into the room, Spence turned. âThese are beautiful,â he said, gesturing to one of the figures. âFreddieâs eyes would pop out.â
âThank you. My brother makes them.â
âMakes them?â Fascinated, Spence picked up the gingerbread house to study it more closely. It was