glowing in the afternoon dusk. âTony had an errand to carry out, thatâs why he came looking for us. Once he found us, he went with us to the casinos in Atlantic City, stayed in the luxury hotels, or in flea-ridden motels by the side of the road, we had fun living the life, while they finished arranging the affair with which they had entrusted him.â
âAn errand?â Renzi asked. âWhat affair? Did he already know about that when he found you and your sister in the U.S.?â
âYes, yes,â she said. âIn December.â
âIn December, thatâs not possible. What do you mean in December? But your brotherââ
âMaybe it was January, it doesnât matter. It doesnât matter, who cares? He was a gentleman, he never spoke out of turn, and he never lied to us. He only refused to go into certain details,â SofÃa said, and resumed her litany, as if she were a child singing in a church choir. Renzi had a flash with that image, the little redheaded girl in church, singing in the choir, dressed in white ⦠âAnd on top of everything, Tony was a mulatto. The fact that my sister and I were turned on by him scared the farmers around here to no end. You know they actually started calling him Zambo, like my father had anticipated.â
Tonyâs death could not be understood without talking about the dark side of the family, especially Lucaâs story, the other motherâs son, my half-brother, SofÃa was saying. Renzi tried to get her to slow down. âHold on, hold on,â Renzi said, but SofÃa became irritated and continued, or went back to restart the story somewhere else.
âWhen the factory collapsed, my brother didnât want to sell. I shouldnât say that he âdidnât want to,â it was more like he wasnât able to. He couldnât imagine the possibility of giving up, of giving in. Understand?Imagine a mathematician who discovers that two plus two is five, and to keep everyone from thinking that heâs crazy, he has to adapt the entire mathematical system to his formula. A system wherein two plus two, needless to say, is not five, or threeâand heâs able to do it.â She served herself another glass of wine and added ice, and stayed still for a moment; then she turned to face Renzi, who looked like a cat, sitting on the couch. âYou look like a cat,â she said, âplopped down on that couch like that. And Iâll tell you something else,â she continued. âThatâs not what it was like, heâs not that abstract, imagine a swimming champion who drowns. Or better yet, picture a great marathon runner whoâs in first place, only five hundred meters from the finish line, when something goes wrong, he gets a cramp that paralyzes him, but he keeps going, because he never thinks about giving up, no way whatsoever, until finally, when he crosses the line, itâs already nighttime and thereâs no one else left in the stadium.â
âWhat? What stadium?â Renzi asks. âWhat cat? No more comparisons, please. Tell it straight, will you?â
âDonât rush me, hold on. We have time, donât we?â she said, and stood motionless for a moment, looking at the light coming in through the back window, from the other side of the patio, between the trees. âHe realized,â she said after a pause, as if hearing a tune in the air again, âthat everyone in town had plotted to get him out of the way. Two plus two is five, he thought, but no one knows it. And he was right.â
âHe was right about what?â
âYeah,â she said. âThe inheritance from his mother. Understand?â she said, and looked at him. âEverything we have is inherited, thatâs the curse.â
Sheâs delirious, Renzi thought, sheâs the one whoâs drunk. What was she talking about?
âWeâve spent our lives fighting over