unless something happened soon, Lucas had the sinking feeling they always would be.
Five
I t took Jessica the next four days to strip bare the hardwood floor in the hotel lobby. She was thankful for work that kept her hands and mind occupied, despite the fact that her back ached and her hands were rubbed raw from the vibration of the sander. Still, anything was better than letting her mind wander to Dylan.
Pushing the goggles she wore onto the top of her head, she stepped back and admired the bare oak planks. There was a fine layer of sawdust on everything, including herself. Especially herself, she decided, looking down at her jeans and what had been a pink blouse.
âNice job.â
Startled, she turned abruptly at the sound of Dylanâs voice. He stood in the doorway behind her, arms folded, scanning her work with a critical eye.
Except for meals, sheâd seen very little of him for the past four days. Heâd surprised her two days ago by installing an electric stove heâd bought at a secondhand store in Cactus Flat. Sheâd complained it disrupted the antiquity of the kitchen. He told her she could bury it if she wanted after he left, but until he was gone, the stove stayed. Needless to say, the quality of the food had improved considerably.
âThanks.â She accepted his compliment, knowing how rare words of praise were from Dylan. The man was a perfectionist, sheâd realized after watching him work, and expected the same from the men who worked for him. But the church was slowly taking shape, and its original beauty returning.
âHave the men gone home already?â she asked.
He nodded. âI let them go a little early. They hustled this week and weâre already ahead of schedule.â
Jessica watched Dylan comb his hair away from his face with his hands. Itâs not fair, she thought. After a hard dayâs work, with dirt on his clothes and sweat on his face and arms, he still looked good. She looked like a wood-shop cat.
She brushed some of the sawdust from her arms and tugged the goggles from her head. âDinnerâs going to be a little late tonight. The chicken wasnât thawed.â
âIâm sorry, Jessica. I forgot to tell you I wonât be here tonight. Iâm going into town.â
She felt like an idiot when disappointment shot through her. Of course he wouldnât be here tonight. It was Friday. Heâd go into town with the other guys and do what single men did on Friday night, which usually included beer and female company. Cactus Flat might be a small town, but there were plenty of women whoâd be happy to keep a man like Dylan company. He probably wouldnât come back all weekend.
But whatever Dylan did with his leisure time was certainly his business, she told herself. She just prayed she wouldnât have to hear about it from one of the town gossips.
âNo problem.â She gave a shrug and shook sawdust from her hair. âIt wonât go to waste.â Not if I have to eat the whole damn thing myself.
âYou sure?â he asked.
âOf course.â Sheâd made a chocolate cake earlier, too, to celebrate the first week of construction. She decided to eat that by herself, as well.
âLook, I can go to town a little later. Itâs really notââ
âDylan, for heavenâs sake, donât think about it. Go to town.â
His jaw flexed. âAll right. You need anything while Iâm there?â
She shook her head, then tucked her hair behind her ears. âIâm going in tomorrow to do some Christmas shopping.â
He frowned, then stepped in front of her. âLet me see your hands.â
âWhat?â
âYour hands.â He reached out and took her wrists, then pulled her toward him. His frown deepened as he stared at her red palms. âWhy werenât you wearing gloves?â
It was only a touch, not even an intimate one, but still her heart was