too.
âWhat are you doing this vacation?â Becka asked Cari, trying to force her mind off Honey.
âOh, Reva Dalby invited me to go skiing with her and her dad,â Cari answered, smiling. âThey go skiing every Christmas, just about. I canât wait. Iâve never been to Aspen. It should be really awesome at Christmastime.â
They stopped outside Cariâs homeroom. âWhat are you doing?â Cari asked.
âNot much,â Becka said. âWe always stay around home. We have a million relatives to visit. And you know Trish is having a big party Saturday.â
The second bell rang.
âYeah. Iâm sorry I have to miss it. Bye. Have a good one!â Cari cried, ducking into the classroom. And then she added, âIâm glad youâre okay.â
Becka dashed across the hall to her homeroom, tossed her backpack to the floor, and slid into her seat.
Is it just my imagination? she wondered. Or is everyone staring at me?
Did Honey tell everyone in the room that I had a breakdown?
She turned to look at Honey in the seat beside her. It was still a shock, a horrible shock, to see Honeyâs short auburn hair, an exact copy of Beckaâs haircut.
Sheâs wearing my silky blue top, Becka realized angrily. And she has my parrot pin on the collar.
Honey had a book open in her lap. She closed it and smiled at Becka.
âHow are you feeling, Becka? You look so pale.â
âNot so great,â Becka muttered, frowning.
âI told you before we left your house you shouldâve stayed home,â Honey scolded. âI wouldâve brought you all your homework. I would have taken care of everything for you. Everything.â
What am I going to do about her? Becka asked herself miserably.
The question had become an obsession, an endless refrain.
What am I going to do?
âWhat am I going to do, Trish?â Becka asked. It came out sounding more like a plea than a question.
Trish shivered and zipped her wool parka up to the collar. She stuffed her hands into her coat pockets and picked up her pace to keep up with Becka, her boots sinking into the soft ground.
It was lunch period. But Becka didnât have any appetite. After much pleading, she persuaded a reluctant Trish to go for a walk behind the school.
It was a cold, gray day, heavy clouds hovering low. The air was wet. It smelled as if it might start to snow any minute.
âYou shouldnât be walking around outside. Youâre sick,â Trish scolded.
âI had to get out,â Becka told her. âI just couldnât bear the idea of sitting in the lunchroom, trying to choke down a sandwich with Honey staring across the table at me.â
They followed the walkway that led behind thestadium. The football field was silent and empty. One of the goalposts had been knocked over in a strong wind a few weeks before.
âHoney is ruining my life,â Becka moaned. âWhat am I going to do?â
âWhy donât we murder her?â Trish suggested.
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B ecka stopped and gaped at Trish.
Trish laughed.
âOh, Trish,â Becka cried, shaking her head. âHoney has me so messed up, I actually believed you. I thought you were serious.â
âNo, it was a joke,â Trish said, pulling her green wool cap down lower over her head, pushing her red curls inside it. âYou really are in bad shape, Becka.â
They had circled the stadium. Behind them stretched Shadyside Park, wintry and bare, dark, leafless trees shivering in the wind. They turned away from the park and, with the wind at their backs, began to make their way slowly toward the student parking lot.
âI canât believe I let you talk me out of lunch. Iâm starving!â Trish complained.
âYouâre not being very helpful,â Becka said. âI mean, about Honey.â
âAnd Iâm freezing,â Trish continued, ignoring Becka. âThis cold air is