was a hottie.â
Ha. Heâd a liked ta hear that.
âHad no use ferâm myself,â Heather says. âHe useta take money from Momâs purse.â
âNow no one ever proved that.â But sheâs probably right.
âAnd you donât remember me cominâ by?â Angie asks.
I couldnât for the life a me.
âWe played Barbies in Heatherâs room.â
I still canât place her back then.
Butâs funny, when ya meet someone and ya know so many a the same things, but ya donât know each other. Like Mrs. Sales there, taught us both math. I liked her, Angie didnât. And she liked Mr. Lawson, but not me. We both liked Ms. Ross, in the computer room, she was nice. Weâre five years apart, whichâs a lot when yâre a kid.
Her folks was mean, the both a them, and hard drinkers. Angieâs just ten when she and her brother start ta stay with her Aunt Darla, who maybe was kind to them after her sisters moved out, Iâm not sayinâ she wasnât. She raised them up more or less, but she had no use for me or me for her either. She thinks sheâs somethinâ, that Darla. Werenât for her, I wouldnât be out here in this fuckinâ mess. That I know.
Angieân me, weâre a lot alike. Got pushed around, the both of us. Iâd lucked inta that place above the flower store, lots a space and quiet in the back. Reanne had it first, but she took off, good riddance, so thatâs where I am when she was lookinâ fer a new place. Weâd just started foolinâ around couple a weeks before she moved in. âSâeven got a bedroom for the baby,â she said, like a joke, and then we had one. And sheâs no Reanne, all crazy and that.
âAre ya mad?â
âNo. Whyâd I be mad?â I was surprised though. Sheâs youngerân me, not gonna be twenty till the spring. Tenth of April. âYa gonna keep it?â âCause Reanne, see, she had the abortion. âCouldnât cope.â
âCourse Iâm gonna keep it.â
Well then.
We got along. Watched TV, Wheel a Fortune, Jeopardy, played crib. Iâm workinâ just down the street at the Oak Leaf back then, even come home on my break sometimes. She useta read them books from the second-hand store, Stephen King and that, tell me the stories. Me, I had no time fer readinâ, never interested me all that much. But I like it when she stops and tells me all thatâs goinâ on. âListen ta this part,â she says sometimes, and thenâll read it ta me. âScary,â she says, âlisten ta this.â
Sheâs a real reader, that Angie. Could a kept up and studied more, I toldâr. Could aâ¦
The moonlight begins to fade.
We had an agreement. Bought that Excel off Darlaâs ex-husband so we could get outta the city, come back here and visit. Never wanted ta see this shithole place again, but I come home for her. Said Iâd never leave her, I made a promise when Bobbyâs born, and I meant it. And then little Brittie come along. Oh my Jesus, werenât we just as happy as could be!
A cool breeze that makes him shiver. Heâs digging small holes with his hand and burying the contents of his pockets.
Bobbyâs like whatâs good in Mike, I could see that in him as soon as his little sister come along, in all the ways he was a big brother to her. Not jealous, no sir, not for a minute. He stands by the playpen and givinâr toys and plays withâr and that. Like me and Mike, I think. And itâs gonna stay good. We wonât be rich, but weâll be a family with a better life. I work at the restaurants, they like me there. âYâre a hard worker, Ted,â they say. âYâre always so sunny.â
âYou betcha,â I says.
Some even call me that, Sunny, I mean, like a nickname.
âHowâs she hanginâ, Sunny?â
âFine, sir,