you, young woman.â
What he meant was I shouldnât have been on the trolley at all; real ladies never stooped to make use of such public transport.
âI just learned that a friend of mine is in hospital, sir,â I told him. âI couldnât wait for a maid, even if I did have one.â
âThe violence of oneâs affections must be tempered with the proper attention to oneâs reputation.â He snapped his newspaper back up.
What he said made me go still, but not because I took it to heart. The violence of oneâs affections . . .
Lord Bestly hadnât been sleeping or bathing at his home for months, but heâd maintained the appearance that he was. I sensed that his facade hadnât been merely for his wifeâs benefit, either. Everything at the house had felt staged, as if Bestly hadnât wanted to leave a single clue about the life he had been living elsewhere.
I didnât know his reason for such absolute concealment; they could be anything from a gambling problem to a second, bigamous marriage. It wasnât a penchant for the company of harlots; Rina would have known about that. Whatever his lordship had been up to, however, had been something so unworthy as to make him beyond reticent; heâd probably gone to great lengths to erase all evidence of it.
âBecause if he hadnât, his reputation would have been destroyed,â I muttered to myself. âBut what could be so ruinous?â
The clerk gave a second, stronger sniff and shifted another inch away from me.
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It took another hour and two changes of trolleys to reach Saint Albertâs on the North, which like so many across the territories had once been called something else butwas renamed in honor of Her Majestyâs father, Prince Albert. We had so many, in fact, that some people had taken to calling all hospitals Berties for short.
This one was very old, the very first built in the province after the occupation. It had always been run by the Conscientious Claires, an odd order of nuns who had long ago broken from the papists to take up marriage, nursing, and an unwavering devotion to the Church of England. They were easy to spot in the city, for they always wore bright blue frocks with red-and-white-striped pinafores.
I was met in the front entry by a young, brisk-looking nurse holding a notebook and pen. âWelcome to Saint Albert, miss,â she said, looking me over with expectant eyes. âPatient or visitor?â
âIâve come to see Reginald Docket.â If he was very ill they would only permit family access, so I added, âIâm his niece, Kit.â
She consulted her notes. âDocket, Docket, ah yes. Sir Reginald is in the Recovery Hall.â
Sir Reginald? âWhere is that, please?â
She used her pencil to point to the right. âJust down that hall, on the left at the end. Your uncleâs room is on the right, 714. Visiting hours end at six, but youâll hear the bell.â
I thanked her and followed her directions to a narrow hall of patientsâ rooms, and nodded to some other nurses pushing linen and medicine carts. Although most of the rooms stood open, I found the door to room 714 closed, and knocked twice before I stepped inside.
Two beds stood divided by a hangingblue-and-white-striped curtain, and the first was empty. I approached silently, drawing back the curtain with a trembling hand as I braced myself for the worst.
Docket lay huddled with his back to me, his body shrouded beneath a heavy wool blanket. Iâd never realized how old he was until now, seeing him like this, so frail and helpless. I didnât want to wake him, but if he was dying . . .
Slowly Docket turned over, groaning a little as one eyelid lifted. âMy dear gel,â he said, his voice a thready whisper. âHave you come alone?â
âYes, as soon I heard.â I moved