said, âthat the reason you were at Bromwell was because you had something to do with your motherâs death. Is that correct? Do you remember?â
Silence.
âYour mother died as a result of a fall on the stairs.â
In the silence that followed, Herculeah could imagine her mother and the Moloch looking up those long marble stairs together.
âYour father claimed you pushed her.â
Then the Moloch spoke. His voice was no longer the deep, frightening voice of a man, but a childlike sing-song. âI didnât. I never would. I loved my mother. She was taking me on a trip.â
âWhere?â
âI donât know. Far away. It was a secret. We couldnât tell anybody.â
âNot even your father?â
âEspecially not Father.â
âAnd then what?â
âIt was night. We got to the head of the stairs. We looked down and Father was in the hallway. He wasnât supposed to be there. He came home early.â
âAnd then?â
âThen my mother said, âGo to your room, Willie.â Thatâs what she called me. And I always did what she said. I went in my room, but I waited at the door. I knew something bad was going to happen.â
âAnd?â her mother prompted.
âI heard Father saying things to my mother, bad things, and my mother answered, but I couldnât hear what she said. She had a soft voice. Then I heard a scream, a terrible scream.â
âYour mother?â
âYes, and the scream went on and on. I knew she was falling down the steps. I ran out and my mother was lying right there. She didnât move.â
âWhat did your father do?â
âFather pointed his finger at me and screamed, âYou killed her. You killed your mother.â
âI was ten years old, but I was as big and strong as a man, and something snapped in me. I said, âI did not. I did not kill her.â And I started toward him. I was saying that I hated him and was going to kill him, and I would have. I would have picked him up and thrown him down the stairs, but the servants came out and overcame me.â
In the pause that followed, Herculeah heard her mother say quietly, âAnd your father?â
âFather was like a madman. He kept screaming, âHe killed her. He killed her. He killed his mother. He tried to kill me.ââ
There was another silence. Then the Moloch said in a voice so low Herculeah had to move forward to hear him.
âAnd thatâs how I came to spend my life in Bromwell Asylum for the Criminally Insane.â
22
THE DARK STAIRS
Herculeah heard a shrill whistle from outside. She moved to the open window and glanced out.
Through the dead limbs of the oak tree, she could see Meat across the street. She leaned out and made a shooing motion to get him to go away.
He put one hand behind his ear as if to hear better. She waved him away again. She mouthed the words, âGo away!â
Meat pantomimed the fact that the Moloch was in the house.
Herculeah nodded.
Meat pantomimed the fact that her mother was in there too.
Herculeah would have nodded again, but she heard her motherâs voice in the hall below say, âLetâs go up there.â
âUp the stairs? No.â
âWhy? If we are ever going to find your fatherâs body, if you are ever going to put your mind at rest, we have to.â
âMaybe heâs not dead. I heard somebody up there. Maybe I dreamed he was dead. If itâs him, heâll say more bad things.â
âItâs not him.â
âMaybe.â
âCome with me. I need your help.â
âNo.â
âYour father is dead, isnât he?â
âHe should be.â
âThen he canât hurt you anymore.â
Silence.
âThe stairs bother you, donât they? Because of what happened to your mother. Are there other stairs in the house? A lot of these big old houses had stairs for the servants to
Christiane Shoenhair, Liam McEvilly