beginning to feel much the same. For his part Ralph Darrow seemed to be taking the temperature of things and finding it not quite what it should be. None of that seemed to matter at the moment, though. Becca was feeling pretty black about the Nelson conversation.
Perhaps Parker saw this. He was saying his goodbyes and talking about getting his stuff and bringing it to the tree house and setting the time for his return when he looked at her and added, âI check in with my parents pretty often. Next time I talk to them Iâll ask about your cousin. Laurel Armstrong, right?â
Becca didnât look at anyone except Parker as she said, âThatâs the name,â as quietly as possible.
But it wasnât good enough. Derric looked her way. So did Ralph Darrow. One of them thought
cousin
and the other
what the hell
and it pretty much didnât matter which was which.
TWELVE
W hile sheâd been at the tree house, Derric and Ralph had made tons of progress, especially since Derric appeared to be working off a head of steam. He was stacking split logs like a reincarnated Abraham Lincoln.
His mind was running.
Whenâs she going to start telling me . . . not now not now
declared that he was arguing with himself. But the strength of his wanting a full story from her told Becca that they were both just postponing an inevitable Q&A. Ralph Darrow seemed to reach this same conclusion because he said, âIâve had enough for today. Soâve you two. Letâs finish this later. Next week, next month, next year. Derric, a soda?â
Derric said, âNo, thanks. Iâm good, Mr. Darrow.â
Ralph said, âWell, Iâm having me a rest,â and he strode back to the house. Generally in fine weather he took his rests on the porch. Today, however, he went inside.
Derric waited only a beat before asking, âSo dâyou want to tell me whatâs going on?â His whispers continued. He knew it was irrational to be feeling what he was feeling, which was insecurity, but that was what he was feeling and
like, why does she have to tell him and probably Seth . . . itâs all uneven and out of control. . . .
Becca grabbed the ear bud to put in her ear. He and she needed a level playing field, at least. She said, âNothingâs going on.â
âSo what was the deal with the tree house? Seth could have shown him. No way did you need to.â
âI wanted to tell him about the stove. I showed him how it works butââ
âLike Seth couldnât do that?â
â
But
I forgot that thereâs a tricky thing with the door. And you got to be careful how you bank it or it goes out by the morning. Thatâs what I wanted to show him.â
He stared at her. âYou must think Iâm an idiot.â Heâd earlier removed a long-sleeved T-shirt heâd been wearing, and he went for this now and jerked it over his head.
âWhatâs
wrong
?â she said.
âWhatâs with this cousin of yours that you never once ever mentioned to me?â
âWhy would I mention her?â
âWhy wouldnât you? Is she some kind of secret?â
âDerric, this is stupid. Itâs not like
you
do any mentioning of relatives.â
His face altered. He read a threat in her words. She hadnât intended it that way, but the truth was that she knew his deepest secret while all the time she hid hers from him. He said, âNice, Becca.â
He began to walk off. He started for the hill and its upward path that would take him to where heâd left the Forester. She went after him.
âLook,â she said. âYouâve got a bigger worry right now than whether I have some deep, dark secret cousin, okay?â
He stopped. âThatâs supposed to mean what?â
âRejoice.â
He looked around. It was a frantic look that told her once again he thought she was threatening him.
She put
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