her eyes, almost had him feeling remorse for his actions and treatment of her. He hadnât gotten a good look at her the night heâd visited, but he could see her clearly now. She was so much younger than heâd thought. What had possessed his father to go after her? Had he wanted to recapture his youth, most of which heâd lost in the war?
Suddenly silence reigned.
Devastation washing over her pretty face, she jerked her head around to gaze back at the trees. He wouldnât feel guilty if the gunslinger was dead, but when she looked back at him, he knew he would have many a restless night if the man died.
âI swear Iâll do whatever you want. But pleaseââ
âHop, head into town,â he said, cutting her off before she could finish. âFetch the doc and the land agent. Guthrie, check out what happened on the other side of the river. If Wilder is still alive, take him toââ He had to search for her name. Heâd called her his fatherâs whore ever since heâd discovered she existed. ââMiss Madisonâs.â
âYes, boss.â
Both his men took off at a gallop. John could tell by the cloud of worry in her eyes that she wanted to return to Wilder, but sheâd stayed to honor the bargain. He couldnât let her into his house, not where his mother might catch sight of her.
âHow did you meet my father?â he asked.
âYou donât get my history, Mr. Ward. All you get is my house.â
He couldnât stop the small smile that formed. âMy father always liked a woman with gumption.â Not that his mother had fit that description. Heâd always thought his parents an odd pairing, his mother constantly needing reassurance. But his father had pampered her, given her all she wanted, except a faithful husband.
John nodded in the direction of the trees. âGo on. Iâll meet you at your place with the land agent. Weâll finish this business today.â
Without another word, she urged her horse into a gallop. A shame she brought such pain to his mother. He thought he might have enjoyed getting to know the gal.
T HE RAIN FELL softly on his face, and the fragrance of roses in their first bloom wafted around him. He heard the voice of an angel whispering his name and felt her gentle fingers caress his brow. Heâd expected to drop straight into Hell, and here he was: on the other side of Heaven.
Struggling through the agony, desperate to gaze upon the angelâs face, he forced his eyes open. Darkness surrounded him and a halo of light circled the angel. Tears glistened over her lovely face as she smiled tenderly. His heart tightened with a bittersweet pain that made the throbbing in his side pale in comparison.
âHello,â she whispered, her voice low, as though she feared anything she might say would bring him pain.
He licked his parched lips. She brought a glass of water to his mouth. He drank slowly, having been shot too many times not to know better than to take his time adjusting to the land of the living. âIâm not dead,â he croaked inanely.
Her smile widened. âNo. You were lucky.â
âThe other fella?â
âYou shot him a couple of times, but heâs recovering as well, from what I understand.â
âHeâll be at my back someday.â
âI donât think so. Itâs likely he lost the use of his arm, at least when it comes to drawing a gun.â
âThe boy?â
âTobyâs fine.â
âGood. Good.â Nodding, he drifted back into oblivion.
Lillian pressed a kiss to Chanceâs brow before gently wiping her tears from his beloved face. Theyâd found him and the other man unconscious, lying in the dirt, bleeding into the ground. Theyâd brought Chance here and taken the hired gun to Wardâs. Before sheâd signed the deed over to John Ward, sheâd made him promise to pay the man enough, offer