about you and Drew. Itâs a bummer. Youâre a cool chick.â He winked. âLater.â
She froze in the middle of the hallway, stunned.
What did he mean by that? What was a bummer? Had Drew said something? Or more importantly, done something that she didnât know about?
The thought made her nauseous.
As the bell rang overhead, she rushed to the bathroom and slammed the door into the wall behind it. She went into a stall and slid the lock in place. Kneeling on the floor, her face over a toilet, she breathed in deeply, trying to quell the nausea.
When it subsided, she came out of the stall and sat on the metal bench along the wall. Was Craig serious? Or was he kidding around? Itâd be just like him to try and start something between her and Drew. He was a jerk.
But the more she thought about it, the more it made sense. Drewâs avoidance and Craigâs comment meant one thing: They were done.
D-O-N-E.
But they couldnât be done! The last four days of Drew-silence had practically killed her. There was no way she could go another day. As it was, she felt like she was going to explode with anxiety at any minute.
Just as the tears started rolling down her face, her phone vibrated in her backpack. She scrambled for it. It was a text message from Drew.
weâll talk during lunch. lets meet at my truck after this hour.
drew
âThatâs it?â she muttered. There was no, âI love you.â No, âI miss you, too. This is a huge mess and I canât wait to see you.â
He was so cold and impersonal in the message that she hardly wanted to leave the bathroom, let alone talk with him at lunch. Maybe she should feign being sick and go home. Drew had always taken care of her when she was ill. And she did feel like vomiting.
But what if he didnât come over? And he spent another four days avoiding her? Four days might as well have been a year. She couldnât go another four days! And if she wasnât at school, then Nicole Robinson would take the opportunity to follow Drew around between classes and lunchâ¦
Sydney scowled at the thought. No way was she going to let that happen. Drew was hers. Heâd always been hers.
If he wanted to talk, then sheâd talk, but she wasnât going to allow the conversation to end with them being broken up for real.
Sydney slipped into her black peacoat and buttoned it up to hide the hooded sweatshirt sheâd stupidly put on today. She looked down at her gray Old Navy sweatpants and her scuffed charcoal Nikes. What had she been thinking this morning when she got dressed? She should have worn those Lucky Jeans her mom had bought her last fall. The ones that actually gave her a butt. Sheâd been so tired and depressed this morning that she hadnât felt like putting in much of an effort getting dressed.
Outside, the cloudy sky gave the day a gray cast. It was drab and dreary, matching her mood. She plunged her hands in the front pockets of her coat. Her breath puffed out in front of her in a white cloud.
At the first aisle of cars, she stopped and scanned the vehicles for Drewâs truck. A couple ran past her toward a red car. The girl laughed at something the guy said. He smiled over the roof of the car as he fidgeted with the lock.
What wouldnât Sydney give to be that happy again? She could still turn back. If she didnât talk to Drew, were they still going to be done? If she avoided it, maybe it wouldnât happen.
But then she felt a hand on her shoulder and she turned, electric blue eyes meeting hers.
âDrew.â
âReady?â he said, keys jingling in his hand. Heâd used gel in his hair today so that the front of it stuck up in a crooked spike. She hated it when he gelled it. Maybe heâd done it on purpose, as if to say he didnât care what her opinion was anymore.
âYeah, I was justâ¦looking for the truck.â
âThird row,â he said, and