are they? Â What will they do, right? Â The paranoid THEM. Â Like in the movie THEM . Â I sound like Dad. Â Did you know I thought about calling him just now?â
âWhy donât you?â Rachel asked me. Â âYou could find out whatâs really up with him, if nothing else.â
âMeaning you couldnât? Â What would I say to open this hypothetical conversation?â
âI donât know. Â How about âHi, Dad, been in any good hurricanes lately?â Â That would be a start.â
I thought about it. Â âNo, heâs probably too busy propositioning old biddies in the park, trying to make up for lost time. Â Or young ones, like The Donald. Â And this might really freak him out, too. Â He might try calling the President or something.â
âDid you know his dog died?â
âLucky? Â Donât tell me this, Sis. Â Youâre starting to sound like Mom now. Â Everyone is, in fact.â
âWho . . . you mean your friends?â
âWhat friends? Â Hey, I live for my work. Â Darryl always said so.â
âDarryl?â
âI donât even know if heâs my friend, anymore. Â He might be involved in this. Â If he is, Iâm in deeper ca-ca than I thought.â Â I waited for more. Â âSo thatâs it? Â No sage wisdom, feminine intuition? Â I feel like Iâm playing Russian roulette with an automatic here.â
I didnât know what I expected from her. Â A beauty consultant, a cosmetologist and manicure specialist. Â Sis to the rescue? Â At least sheâd possessed more common sense than me about getting out of the crib before it turned into a concentration camp. Â But then what she gave me was an obvious third option I hadnât considered. Â âWhy donât you just go home and forget about it? Â Maybe they wonât fire you. Â Maybe YOU are just being paranoid about THEM.â
I chuckled at the simplicity of her suggestion. Â âYou mean just keep my nose clean, and maybe one day Iâll be back to square one?â Â She was silent as I mulled it over. Â âThatâs good advice, actually, Sis. Â But I donât think I can take it. Â Iâd always wonder what happened, see. Â Itâs bothering me so much Iâm even sleeping in a casket tonight, in a drug store stock room. Â Because I think theyâll be looking for me at the Black Flag Roach Motel.â
âHuh? Â Did I . . . just hear you say . . . what I think you said?â
âUh huh. Â George covers his drains, though. Â So no roaches there.â
âSay again? Â George?â
âNice guy. Â Little weird. Â The casket is actually comfortable. Â I tried it out. Â Has extra padding, and itâs roomy in there, too. Â George bought it for his father, but his dadâs last wish was to be cremated. Â Left George this drug store in his will. Â George was studying to be a mortician, you know. Â I told him I was a school teacher . . . bad marriage, too much traffic in the city . . . you know, the whole schmeer . Â I slipped a ten dollar bill and a note of apology under the door at the Slow Poke next door, too. Â It closed half an hour ago.â
âWhat the devil are you talking about, Alan?â Rachel asked, in exasperation.
âNothing, Sis,â I said. Â âForget it.â
âI canât forget it, now!â
âLook, Iâm sorry,â I said, âbut donât worry, I promise Iâll let you know if I get into any real trouble. Â Or if I need to be bailed out of something. Â Okay?â
A significant pause. Â âAlan . . . I worry about you sometimes.â
âSo do I,â I admitted.
When we finally hung up, I happened to look across the street to see the shadow of a man walking along the sidewalk toward the post office
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