could keep.
Things might have been different if I could have changed the past. If I could have gone back in time and commanded Xander to stay in Ludania in the first place, rather than travel with Niko to Astonia to try to forge peace with Elena. I shouldâve known not to trust her, and now here I was, leaving Max all alone.
My fingers curled into a fist, and I ran it over the door, exercising all my restraint to keep from going inside and climbing into his bed and staying there until morning. Eden and the whole plan be damned.
But I wouldnât do that, because of the message Elena had delivered.
The message that implied there was a way out of my predicament.
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I jumped when my door opened, and even though Iâd been expecting her, seeing her standing there left me speechless.
Sensing her mood was even more amazing.
Eden was electric.
It was like I was standing in the middle of a lightning field, and the best I could hope was that I wouldnât be struck by a stray bolt coming off her.
She no longer looked like the same Eden Iâd gone to see just one night ago, the same woman who before that had been shivering and screaming and dripping with sweat when Iâd watched my little sister creep into her cramped, utilitarian room to calm her.
Sheâd shorn her hair, and now half of it, on one side of her head, was cut all the way to her scalp, nearly shaved off. It was only somewhat longer, and spikier, around the top, the way it had been when Iâd first encountered her, and then it fell to her chin on the other side. It was a lopsided style, but it was severe and made her look fierce. Like a soldier. Like the old Eden.
And it was purple now too.
Not exactly what Iâd call inconspicuous , I couldnât help thinking. But I trusted Eden, so I didnât give voice to those doubts. She knew what she was doing. It was why Iâd gone to her in the first place.
âItâs time,â she thundered, not bothering to ask if I was ready or if we were still doing this, simply stating that we were leaving.
âWhat about the guard? The one outside the door?â I whispered, my voice shades lower than her own had been.
âAlready taken care of.â
I wasnât sure what that meant, âTaken care of.â But again I put my faith in her. I grabbed the small bag Iâd packed, a worn knapsack Iâd brought with me when Iâd first come to the palace, one that had belonged to me long before Iâd been queen, when Iâd been just another student in the Vendorâs school. Iâd packed only a few items, clothing meant to keep me warm, things I could travel in. I reached for the cloak Eden had insisted I wear, to cover my incessant glow.
It wasnât until we were leaving my room, and I practically fell over a manâs prone legs, that I understood what Eden had meant about the guard.
I stared at the poor man, my eyes wide. âWhat? Is this what you meant?â I searched Eden. Her expression was stern and impassive, as she seemed to be oblivious to the man lying, unconscious, at our feet. She frowned as she waited for me to gather my wits and put together a complete sentence. âWhat did you do to him?â I finally managed.
She made a face at me, not one that said she was concernedfor the guardâs well-being or remorseful for what sheâd done, but one that made it clear that she took umbrage at my daring to question her methods. âWhat did you think? That Iâd tell him our plans and heâd just step aside and let us get away scot-free? Surely you knew thereâd be casualties in this little operation of yours, Your Majesty.â
âIâof course I knew thereâd be casualties,â I sputtered, not really sure Iâd considered the implications at all, but now that I was saying it, I knew she was right. âI just didnât expect it to happen so soon.â
âHeâs fine. Heâll have a