chair was still here, an ash heap now. The charred skeleton of Joeâs dog Tranquilito lay where Joeâs feet would have been as he slumped dead in the chair. The skeleton looked as if it had been dipped into chunky tar.
Some of Joe lay in these ashes.
Jimmi scooped cinder and silt into a coffee can. He was dizzy when he stood too quickly from his crouch. He put the can in his backpack and staggered toward the side door. When he stepped into the alley, a flashlight drilled him. His hands were black with ash as he wiped his eyes.
The cops cuffed him, read him his rights. They were tired but nice, nicer when they went through his wallet and found his VA card.
âWhat say we let him go?â the one cop said to the other.
The other cop looked up at the apartment lights across the back alley, the people leaning out the windows. âToo late now.â
âYou guys got any candy on you?â Jimmi said. âGum? Gonna pass out if I donât get something sweet into me.â
âIâll write this up as trespassing,â the first cop said. âYou wonât lose your VA benefits.â
âDoesnât matter anyway,â Jimmi said.
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âYouâre not gonna eat that?â
âYou are?â The prisoner nudged his gluey detention center breakfast toward Jimmi, hungry for seconds.
Everyone else looked wrecked after the long night behind bars, but Jimmi felt great. Fed, rested, warm, his mind had cleared. The cops had arranged a shower for him. He felt new, shiny.
A guard nodded to him. âLetâs go.â
At the desk they gave him what he brought in: his backpack and Joeâs ashes. As he stepped out into the sunlight he felt as if Life loved him a little, but the feeling didnât last.
chapter 29
FATIMA
A diner across from the courthouse, Friday, five days before the hanging, 5:00 p.m. . . .
Mik and Fatima watched for Jimmi from the diner window. Fatima would get no closer to the police coming in and out of the courthouse. Jimmi helped NaNa down the stone steps, across the street, into the diner booth. He had listed her as his family contact. He was gaunt under the army uniform NaNa brought from the halfway house.
âJudge give him an earful,â NaNa said. âWoman made me swear weâd get him back to the hospital. Youâd never let me break my word with God, James?â
Jimmi winked.
âIncorrigible,â NaNa said. âOrder big now and eat up. Put the meat back on you.â
Jimmiâs smile was a lie. His eyes were tired as he looked first at Fatima, then Mik. âWhat yâall working on?â
âMik is teaching the children with me,â Fatima said. âShe is a wonderful teacher.â
Jimmiâs smile was genuine for a moment before it died. âWord from your sister?â
Fatima shook no.
He nodded, his eyes on a sunburst caught in a parked carâs windshield.
âLet us take you to the hospital, Jimmi,â Mik said.
âSo they can drug me back into the great big lie?â
âWhat lie?â Mik said.
âThat everythingâs okay.â He kissed NaNaâs cheek as he left.
âShouldnât we stop him?â Mik said.
âOnly he can stop him,â NaNa said.
The women watched as Jimmi paused in the middle of the concourse sidewalk. He reached into the glare reflecting off the car and pulled a flyer from a windshield wiper. He folded it into an angel, set it in the diner windowâs outer sill so it looked in at Fatima. He hurried away.
Fatima went out for the angel, but the wind had taken it.
Mik followed her, signed, YOU ALL RIGHT?
Fatima signed, I WILL HAVE TO BE.
chapter 30
TAMIKA
The Sykesesâ apartment, Sunday, three days before the hanging, 3:45 a.m. . . .
Mik headed out.
âShowered and dressed at this hour?â Mom said as she dressed for work, her eyes on the TV.
âHelping Fatima with her papers.â
Closed captions flashed over
M. R. James, Darryl Jones