passing scenery. âI didnât say anything.â
âYou laughed.â
âI chuckled. Thereâs a difference. And I wasnât laughing at you. Maybe at your ego, but not at you.â
âThanks. Thatâs great for my self-esteem.â
âYou donât have a self-esteem issue.â
He slowed down to pull into the Circle M drive. âNo, I donât. But I guess I do have some issues.â
That was all he said. She waited, but he didnât say more. As they got closer to Jake and Breezyâs, she asked, âAnd they are?â
âOh, you want to
know
my issues?â
âYes, I do.â
He reached over to turn down the radio. âIâm not very trusting. I havenât ever had a long-term relationship. I always told myself I got that from Sylvia Martin, aka Mom. I never thought Iâd have kids because I didnât want to ever let a kid down. Now I think Iâd like a few because if theyâre all like Lilly, that would be pretty amazing.â
She didnât know what to say. âShe is amazing. But you know, all kids are different. And you would need to get married to have more kids.â
âRight, of course. Iâve been thinking about that.â
No, not the marriage discussion. Not now. âI didnât realize it until now, but Iâm starving.â
âChange the subject much?â
Duke stopped the truck, and she jumped out. Before she could head for the house, he caught up with her. There was a look in his eyes that said sheâd better beware. This was probably how David felt when he confronted Goliath. No, David had been confident. Heâd known from the beginning that he could conquer his fears and the giant.
But the giant Oregon needed to conquer wasnât the man standing in front of her. She had other giants she needed to reserve her faith for. This man was just a distraction. A tall, devastatingly handsome distraction.
âIâm too big to brush under a rug, Oregon.â He grinned. âI canât be ignored. I canât be outrun.â
âOf course you canât.â
He placed a sweetly chaste kiss on her lips and then backed away, just inches. âSee, that wasnât so bad.â
âEwww, gross.â
He laughed, and Oregon spun around to face her daughter. Before she could explain, Lilly waved her off.
âBreezy said to tell you two that lunch is ready, and the twins are hungry. And hungry twins are not a good thing.â
âNo, theyâre not.â Duke hugged Lilly. âLetâs see if we can help.â
Lilly looked from Oregon to Duke. She looked up at the man who was her dad, acceptance written on her face. Oregonâs heart eased because the look spoke of forgiveness, of getting past the anger.
Oregon followed the two of them up the front walk, her heart slowly returning to normal. Sheâd always known it wouldnât be easy to come here, to allow Duke in her daughterâs life. But now she saw how wrong sheâd been. She didnât have to fear him in her daughterâs life. She had to fear him in
her
life.
She found Breezy in the kitchen. The twins were sitting in matching high chairs. The toddlers were almost identical, with dark hair and blue eyes. Rosie had always been the more vocal of the two. These days Violet seemed to be trying to catch up. When Oregon kissed Rosie on the cheek, Violet said, âAunt Oregon.â
âOh, no.â Oregon glanced at Breezy to see if she was guilty.
âDonât look at me. Thatâs Brodyâs doing,â Breezy said. âHeâs been printing wedding invitations. Something to the effect of âLilly Martin would like to invite you to the wedding of her parentsâ.â
âIâll have to hurt him,â Oregon muttered as she kissed the twins, then rounded the counter to where Breezy was cutting up some herbs. âAnything I can do?â
âThere isnât