couldnât lie to her; she was my best friend. So I avoided her as much as possible. It broke both our hearts. We have gotten over the worst of it by now. We are civil to one anotherânice, even. Still, it will never be the same between us. Tonight, though, she seems weird but happy, happier than I have seen her in a long time. Her cheeks are flushed, and I realize part of the reason for her attitude: She is drunk. She passes me a drink and puts a hand on my shoulder.
âI mean . . .â Flora begins, âhow can you not even have one ounce of body fat on you? Itâs, like, not natural.â Flora is slurring her words. I take the drink and shrug. What am Isupposed to do? Apologize? I look around, suddenly uncomfortable. âI think you . . . something is going on there. I donât know. Itâs Levi, too. Levi!â she screams over the music, and waves her arm wildly. I catch her older brotherâs eye. Heâs on the stairs, behind us. Watching. Slowly he walks down and joins us. Levi and I look at each other, communicating caution without words.
He is tall and muscular but not too beefyâas his sister noted, not an ounce of fat on him, either. His hair is a true auburn, like his sisterâs, and his eyes are the most remarkable shade of green, far brighter than my own. Another interesting fun fact about Levi is that he tried to work around his implant with his girlfriend, another Citadel, named Ingrid. She ended up in a coma for three weeks, while he got most of his ribs broken. A leg, too.
Oh . . . and heâs a jerk.
During one of my first experiences with Karekins at The Rift, I had almost let one get the jump on one of his teammates. When it was over, he just screamed at me. He was the first boy I really crushed on, but after that day any romantic feelings I had for him immediately evaporated. To be fair, he was never really all that nice (hot, yes, but aloof), but after the Ingrid thing he became a downright prick. I generally avoided him as much as I could.
âYou two.â Flora sways as she says it and points a finger at us both. âWhat is it with you? Youâre like aliens. You think Iâm stupid? You think I donât know thereâs some freaky shit going on?â Levi tries to grab the drink from her hand, but she lifts it up and spins away from him. âFuck off, Levi, you weirdo.â
âI think youâve had enough to drink,â he says sternly, narrowing his eyes.
âShut up, Spider-Man, or whatever the hell you are. I justwanted to tell you both that I donât know exactly what it is, but I know itâs something.â Flora backs away and walks off into the crowd.
âWhat was that about?â I take a long swig from the plastic cup in my hands.
âWe were in the kitchen last month and she started a grease fire. I put it out very quickly. Too quickly, if you know what I mean.â
âAhh.â
âAnd a couple days ago she walked into my room without knocking and I was working out. Doing a handstand. On one hand.â I nod my head because Iâm not sure what else to say. Finally, though, I canât stand his eyes boring into me.
âYou think I should go talk to her or something?â I ask. I really donât want to go talk to her, but I feel like itâs the right thing to do, even though I have no idea how a conversation like that would play out.
âNah, sheâs too drunk to reason with. Youâd probably just make things worse.â I roll my eyes. I donât really know Flora anymore, but Iâm sure I could say something that might make her feel less paranoid about the vibes sheâs been feeling. Before I can say anything, though, Levi turns around and leaves. Heâs about as sensitive as a bag of rocks. I shrug and join Boone and Violet, who are dancing happily in the living room. I donât exactly start to dance, but I tap my boots to the rhythm