the backup if it doesnât.â
âWhat if the backup doesnât work?â
âItâll work.â
âBut what if it doesnât?â
âThen you hit the ground at five hundred miles per hour.â
She turned away and rummaged in the overhead. Four agents fussed with the big crates in the middle of the hold, unhooking the heavy chains and checking the mattress-sized parachutes tied to them.
âWhen you say seven seconds, is that seconds like âone-Mississippi, two-Mississippiâ or âone thousand one, one thousand twoâ?â I asked.
She turned, holding a gun and holster. She wrapped it around her slim waist and pulled it tight.
âItâll be all right, Alfred,â she said. âJust donât stiffen up on the landing. Remember to bend your knees on touchdown; youâll be okay.â
A bell rang inside the hold and a yellow light began to pulse over the cabin door. All the agents except two lined up for the jump. These two took positions in the rear on either side of the massive bay door; I guessed they were in charge of deploying the crates. I wondered who was in charge of deploying Alfred Kropp.
The agents lined up by the pulsing yellow light were hooking these long metal cords dangling from their chutes to a thin pole that ran the length of the cabin. I was wondering why, when the door swung open and a tornado roared into the plane. The wind kicked my feet out from under me and I would have smacked butt-first onto the hard metal floor, but a pair of huge hands caught me before I hit.
Op Nine shouted into my ear: âBe careful, Alfred Kropp! There may not always be someone near to catch you when you fall!â
He hooked me to the pole. I shivered in the howling wind. The temperature must have dropped about ten degrees when the door swung open.
One by one the OIPEP agents vanished through the opening. One second they were standing there, the next they were gone, like they were being sucked into the maw of an angry, screaming beast. Op Nine put one hand on my shoulder as we edged closer. My knees felt very weak and my throat very dry, but I didnât have a choice nowâI couldnât turn back or change my mind, and sometimes thatâs better.
When my turn came, I put a hand on either side of the opening and stared into the dark Arabian night, unable to look up or down or unclench my cramping fingers from the cold metal. Op Nine bellowed in my ear, âNow! Let go, Alfred!â
That was it, the whole deal. I really had a problem with this letting-go thing. My mom. The truth about my dad. The loss of everybody who was close to me. I suddenly realized that sometimes the toughest thing is getting out of your own way.
I let go.
17
I spun and twisted and flipped as I fell, yowling my lungs out. The big plane appeared to shoot straight up toward the stars, and the world fragmented and refused to arrange itself into any kind of order: stars, earth, earth, stars, stars, earth, earth . . . and my mind fell apart with it. I forgot to count and by the time I remembered, I had no idea where to startâhow many seconds had passed? Should I pull my cord just to be safe? Or would pulling my cord mess up the timing mechanism and tangle my chute? And, if my chute got tangled, would the desert sand break my fall? But if desert sand could break someoneâs fall, why use a parachute in the first place?
I hadnât been counting, but I figured I was way past the seven-second window, so I pulled the cord. Nothing happened. Stars, earth, earth, starsâand nothing happened. I yanked the cord again. I should know better than to jump from airplanes. In fact, with my track record, I shouldnât even indulge in something as commonplace as jaywalking. I pulled the cord a third time.
Nothing happened. Well, one thing happened: the rip cord broke off in my hand.
A few seconds later I was yanked about fifty feet straight up as my chute deployed
Lisa Mondello, L. A. Mondello