The Spice of Life (The Transformation #1) by Jake Furie Lapin Page A

I literally pleasured myself so hard that I was actually sore and chafed afterwards. More than just the physical sensation, though, seeing that woman made me realize how much I missed and craved sexual intimacy. That was what was absent from my marriage…the incredible connection and intimacy that comes through raw, passionate sexual encounters with another human being. Jerking off had become something that I had to do on a physical level – just to remain sane – but really it wasn’t fulfilling anymore. What I really needed was to touch someone else’s soul, as I possessed her body.
     
    In other words, masturbation wasn’t cutting it anymore. So once I had spent myself completely, I cracked open my computer and did a search for, “how to have an affair in New Jersey.” I had absolutely no idea what would come up, but I figured it would be something! Maybe a “How to…” list, or a meet-up group, or something. Anything. I was desperate, at that point. I was absolutely amazed at what came up. There were pages and pages of results…testimonials, support groups, and best of all, websites that were devoted specifically to meeting other people who were married, but wanting to enrich their sexual experiences.”
     
    Kelli was feeling very odd. How was it possible that his story could so closely mirror her own? While listening to Jake, she was trying to think back to their conversation at the bar. Had she mentioned anything about going online? She didn’t think so…the more that she thought about it, the more certain she became that she definitely had not discussed her online forays with him. How could he have had such a similar experience? Jake’s voice brought her back with a start as she realized what he was saying next…
     
    “So, I looked at a few different sites, and found one in particular that seemed very promising. It was called www.tsol.xxx, and at first glance, it seemed to have just the type of women on it that I was interested in meeting.”
     
    At this, Kelli was so startled that she nearly jumped right out of her chair. OK. This was too weird. Way, way too weird. Not only was Jake’s experience the same as her own, but he had actually gone to the very same website? This was too bizarre. A sudden suspicion took ahold of her and she couldn’t hold it in any more.
     
    “Did Nina put you up to this?” she blurted out.
     
    Jake stopped mid-sentence and looked at her closely. She couldn’t be sure, but it seemed like there was genuine surprise in his eyes. There was also some more of that hidden steel that she had seen earlier.
     
    “Excuse me?” he said. His tone was soft, yet there was also the faintest hint of annoyance, almost like a warning.
     
    “This is a joke, right? Nina told you?” Kelli was feeling less and less sure of herself.
     
    Jake looked blankly at her. “Nina? Your friend from the bar? Told me what, exactly, Kelli?” He seemed genuinely astounded at her question.
     
    Now she was completely confused, as well as embarrassed. From his reaction, it was obvious that he had no idea what she was talking about. But this also meant that his story must be completely true! Kelli had never felt so bewildered. She tried to cover up her blunder, and let out a nervous little laugh.
     
    “Never mind, never mind. It’s nothing. Just, something in what you were saying…never mind. I’m sorry. Carry on.”
     
    There was a moment of strained silence, with Jake still gazing intently at her. Kelli thought that she noticed an odd expression flicker across his face, but she couldn’t quite identify it.
     
    The moment seemed to go on forever, but just when Kelli felt like she couldn’t handle the silence any longer, Jake simply resumed where he’d left off, much to her relief.
     
    “When I first went on the website, I wasn’t the man that you see before you today. In fact, I was significantly out of shape, overweight, and put very little stock into my appearance. I wasn’t