provincialâs number. A manâs voice, sharp and annoyed, picked up. He could picture the priest at the other end: a young Jesuit roused from a good book, a favorite television sitcom. He gave his name and asked to speak to the provincial. And then he was on hold, canned music playing in his ear.
âWe have office hours, John.â Bill Rutherfordâs voice interrupted the music. They went back a long way, he and the provincial, to their days in the seminary together. âThis better be an emergency.â
âLook, Bill,â he began. âThings arenât working out here. Iâm not ready to leave.â
âWhat do you mean, not working out? Kevinâs there, isnât he?â
âHeâs here.â
âGood. Iâve made all the arrangements for you at Marquette. Everythingâs set. The history departmentâs looking forward to welcoming you. Your airline ticketâs in the mail.â
âI want to finish my work here,â Father John began. And then, the same litany of reasons: new programs to start, the church to refurbish, finances to tend toâ
The provincial cut in. âWeâve already had this discussion. Thereâs no sense in going over it. I believe itâs time for you to leave for your own spiritual welfare. Youâre in the way of temptation there.â
The way of temptation. Father John stared at the shadows out in the corridor, trying to formulate the logical argument. There was no logic in his desire to stay. Logic was on the provincialâs side. It was time for him to return to his former life. He pushed the logic away. âI need more time here,â he said.
A sigh of exasperation floated through the line. âYouâre making this difficult, John. Change is in your own best interests. Youâll see itâs true when youâre back.â
Father John slammed down the receiver. If I go back.
The phone started ringing. He was about to answer, then decided against it. It was probably the provincial again. Still ringing as he walked around the desk and retrieved his jacket and hat from the floor. Still ringing. He reached over and picked up the receiver. âFather OâMalley,â he said. Still here at St. Francis. Still a priest.
âJohn, I was afraid Iâd missed you.â It was Vickyâs voice. He stepped around the desk and sat down, combing his fingers through his hair, forcing his mind onto what heâd called her about. Then he related what Theresa Redwing had said. Sheâd agreed to see Laura. He wasnât sure it would do any good. He told her about Hope Stockwell.
Vicky didnât say anything for a moment. He could hear the disappointment in the sound of her breathing. Finally she said, âLaura wasnât counting on anyone else looking for the same evidence, especially not a Shoshone doctoral student.â She took a long breath and thanked him. He waited for her to say good-bye. âAre you all right?â
âSure.â He tightened his grip on the receiver. âWhy do you ask?â
âOh, I donât know. Just something in your voice.â
âIâm fine.â
In the background was the muffled whack of a door closing, the sound of a manâs voice. âIâd better go,â she said quickly, and hung up.
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He found the new pastor in his room upstairs at the residence, hunched over his computer. âElena just quit,â he said.
Father Kevin tapped at the keys, his eyes locked on the black lines forming and re-forming across the white screen. âWhatâre you talking about?â
âShe doesnât like being interviewed.â
âOh?â Kevin swung around. âThatâs the reason she quit? Good heavens. This is serious, John.â
âYouâre right about that. She takes care of everything around here.â
âI mean, the womanâs a walking file of incredible information. She