explained. But the crackle turned more into mania as time passed. The crackle was fun and spontaneous, but the unpredictability wore his father down, aged him. There were great ups, but they were eventually decimated by the growing number of great downs. Adam did not make that mistake. Life is a series of reactions. His reaction to the mistake of his father was to marry awoman he considered steady, consistent, controlled, as though people were just that simple.
âTalk to me,â Adam said.
âWhat makes you think I faked the pregnancy?â
âThe Visa charge to Novelty Funsy,â he said. âYou told me it was for school decorations. It wasnât. Itâs a billing name for Fake-A-Pregnancy.com.â
She looked confused now. âI donât understand. What made you go through a charge from two years ago?â
âItâs not important.â
âIt is to me. You didnât casually decide to start checking old bills.â
âDid you do it, Corinne?â
Her gaze was down on the granite top of the island. Corinne had taken forever to find the exact shade of granite, finally finding something called Ontario Brown. She spotted some dried debris and started working it free with her fingernail.
âCorinne?â
âDo you remember when I had two school periods off during lunch?â
The change of subject threw him for a moment. âWhat about it?â
The debris came loose. Corinne stopped. âIt was the only time in my teaching career I had that big of a time window. I got permission to go off school grounds for lunch.â
âI remember.â
âI used to go to that café in Bookends. They made a great panini sandwich. Iâd get one and a glass of homemade iced tea or a coffee. Iâd sit at this corner table and read a book.â A small smile came to her face. âIt was bliss.â
Adam nodded. âGreat story, Corinne.â
âDonât be sarcastic.â
âNo, no, seriously, itâs gripping and so relevant. I mean, Iâm asking you to tell me about faking a pregnancy, but really this story is much better. What kind of panini was your favorite, anyway? I like the turkey and swiss myself.â
She closed her eyes. âYouâve always used sarcasm as a defense mechanism.â
âOh, right, and youâve always been great with timing. Like now, Corinne. Now is the time to psychoanalyze me.â
There was a pleading in her voice now. âIâm trying to tell you something, okay?â
He shrugged. âSo tell me.â
She took a few seconds to gather herself before she began speaking again. When she did, her voice had a far-off quality to it. âIâd go to Bookends pretty much every day, and after a while, you become, I donât know, a regular. The same people would be there all the time. It was like a community. Or like
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. There was Jerry, who was unemployed. And Eddie was an outpatient at Bergen Pines. Debbie would bring her laptop and writeââ
âCorinne . . .â
She held up her hand. âAnd then there was Suzanne, who was, like, eight months pregnant.â
Silence.
Corinne turned behind her. âWhereâs that bottle of wine?â
âI donât see where youâre going with this.â
âI just need some more wine.â
âI put it in the cabinet above the sink.â
She headed over to it, opened the door, and snatched out thebottle. Corinne grabbed her glass and started to pour. âSuzanne Hope was maybe twenty-five years old. It was her first baby. You know how young mothers-to-be areâall glowing and over-the-top happy, like theyâre the first people to ever get pregnant. Suzanne was really nice. We all talked to her about the pregnancy and the baby. You know. Sheâd tell us about her prenatal vitamins. She ran names by us. She didnât want to know if it was a boy or girl. She wanted to be